鼓励自己

隐形的翅膀这首歌已经鼓励过很多人了，但是今天听到的时候，还是忍不住很俗套地泪水模糊了眼睛。

周围的人都很好，工作也慢慢熟悉起来了，但是还会时不时地觉得情绪低落。虽然知道这个是expected的，但是觉得自己的距离真的很远，身边的人都受过严格出色的培训，不少人都和著名的医生合作过，适应起来也非常快，和他们比起来，我深深觉得不是在这里土生土长毕业的我，留下了后天难以弥补的gap, 从各个方面都需要格外努力。

每天都很饥渴地吸收着知识，到了家里大脑疲倦地不想跟爸爸妈妈说话，只是闷闷地坐在沙发上，在笔记本电脑上作题目准备马上要来的内科执照考试。

有时候忍不住回头看自己一路走来的道路，鼓励自己，已经走了这么远了，虽然越往上的道路越艰辛，但是如果有这个毅力走到这么远，就能再走下去。

[落花飘零]

thanks for the reply (here i am being lady-like again:)), i would love to come to Andrea Bocelli and New York Philharmonic performance! I adore him and you know that well.and sept 3rd will be my birthday, won't that be perfect? but i can only take several days off at the end of the sept due to my parents flying and my schedule. this is really sad...

[纵然平行]

Hey, quick answer is a yes. Sometime in proper channel, I will fill you in with some useful info - hopefully screened through locals' lens rather than tourists'ones; for instance, how about spending a evening with Andrea Bocelli and New York Philharmonic in early Sept:).

In my mind, you have earned your right/privilege to be acquainted with Manhattan since you have been here before. In addition, you are a huge fan of girly TV sitcom “Sex and the City”and the movie as well. After have watched all those episodes, the city's noticeable landmarks and the “waterholes” for the socialites should be all on the back of your hands, I am presuming.:)

I am sort of surprised that your parents would have to go back so soon, I thought they could stay with you for much longer time. BTW, just keep you in the loop that you are not the only person who has benefited from their stay, though, us too. Thanks to your mom and dad‘s presence, you have been behaved pretty lady-like lately, almost maintained a spotless clean record; no one has become the fresh fatality of the your “hostility” in the format of “hissing”,or “ intimidate .:) Can you continue being collegial, kind and graceful ... ?

I’am now stopping teasing you, Ok. I’ll try to be helpful.

have a sweet one!

[落花飘零]

回复纵然平行的评论:hey, quick question, I am planning to take my parents to NY for a long weekend in September, before they fly back home, any suggestions? :)

[落花飘零]

再次感谢后面留言的同学。恕我不一一回复了，谢谢你们。

[mich_eom]

加油啊落花mm - 你一定会越走越远，风雨之后就是彩虹！

[纵然平行]

Hm, contrast to your 隐形翅膀 and soaring spirit, all I got are a pair of 隐形眼镜 and a pea-sized brain, and no kidding!:)

Putting envy aside, I do admire your self-encouragement, I think that you are doing right thing - deal with the occasional grip of doubt, yet stick to your goal steadfastly.

The truth is that many time, winners and a losers are separated, actually, not far apart. In fact, They frequently are sorted out by a very thin timeline. The ones stand on the ground firm at the pivotal moment win, the others who hesitate or quit may have to face the agony of failures . I guess you’d like to win, right ? So, hang in there tough.

To amuse you a little, let me ask you a “ten-mil-$” question, but you can only claim the “reward “ if you can answer it correctly within 10 seconds:). (referring to your recent piece about a hidden tranquil pond near your newly rental place)

Here goes the question,

What is the purpose of the small pond to be in the enclave of the complex? In other word, what’s there for ? Warning: taking a tour around the pond before answering the question would be considered as cheating though.:)

BTW, no matter what your answer might be, I am sure that your brain size is bigger than mine. Knowing that would definitely comfort you:)

Have Fun,


P.S thinking of taking a trip to Southern Europe, to be specific, Madrid, Tuscany and Cognac before this summer ends, unwinding a bit on my over-worked body and nursing my deprived stomach for a couple weeks . Any victims want to join me ? Sorry, what I meant was any volunteers.:) Anyone, It is a joke, please don’t get offended, alright. I am late, I got to go running now.

[辫子]

每个人都会有气馁的时候，深深吸口新鲜空气，把一切烦恼都呼出去，脸上带着笑容，一步一个脚印，从容人生，你会为你自己骄傲的！

[麦琦]

加油落花！你一定能行！

人不可能任何时候都斗志昂扬的，有点小脆弱太正常了。而且女生还有自己的特殊时期，过去了就好了。加油！

[一程歌]

http://blog.wenxuecity.com/blogview.php?date=200809&postID=15982

[流浪的人群]

回复落花飘零的评论:

莫愁前路无知己，

天下谁人不识君。

累了的时候，在自己的梦里歇歇温柔的翅膀。。。

[落花飘零]

谢谢大家，每次在我情绪动摇的时候你们总是这么耐心地鼓励我，在新的地方我还没有什么朋友，可是这里你们总是在我左右，真的很感谢。

[盈袖2006]

N你的主治医生就是你的榜样，他能做到，你也可以的，做惯常的你自己就能走下去，你的毅力我们一路都看到。其实不是土生土长的医生达到目标的其实是不同一般的优秀，就像你的主治。
鼓励。我们都陪着你走下去。

[iam007!]

The board test has been easier, with an approximately 90% passrate. So take easy and do not overkill it. After that, no one would concern or care about how much you get in the test. your specialty skills will eventually become dorminated in your daily activity. The important thing is how you approach patients and disease management.

[蚊子凶猛]

还是女生好啊，压力可以化为泪水往外走，我这几天压力大上火，半边嘴已经烂了，吃饭都用另一半牙嚼，都‘内化’了，呵呵

[fog_rain_thunder]

听首歌轻松一下。
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHgmSTAujTU
加油.. hug..

[zhaoju2000]

旁观者清。我知道你是最棒的！

[aaalbert]

"Perseverance is not a long race;

it is many short races,

one after another."

Walter Elliot

[stillthere]

坚持就是胜利！