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(2009-06-19 08:40:35) 下一个
今天是我在这个医院的最后一天。一个上午不停地在说再见,祝愿的话,脸上挂着笑容,不让自己感伤。但是最后在秘书办公室把拷机关掉的时候,泪水终于忍不住流了下来。三年陪伴我的这个拷机,见证了无数个不眠之夜,无数次的沮丧和眼泪,无数次的欣慰和幸福。

主治医生把自己医学院里用过的听诊器送给了我,作为一份特殊的师长的礼物。他陪我最后一次走过那条通向车库的长长的走廊,然后在走廊尽头深深地拥抱了我。他说每年这个时候总是最难受的,就如同看着自己悉心培养的孩子们从此各飞东西。

坐在车里很久,不停地想着, this is it, this is it.

所有的故事都留在了身后,所有的牵挂都留在了这里,而我又踏上了新的征程,一切从零开始。开车出车库的时候,泪水迷蒙,脸上却挂着微笑。
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Dan.C 回复 悄悄话 A Bitter Sweet Moment, i feel 4 u .
无声渡 回复 悄悄话 多好的日子,人生的又一里程碑啊。
人生不就是这样吗,时而是泪水,时而是欢笑,风景在前面。。。
落花飘零 回复 悄悄话 thanks 流浪的人群,you are always so hopelessly romantic, love your beautiful words. keep in touch.

sundays, you are right, this job is not just a job, it means so much to me, to other physicians like me. take care and good luck to both of us.
sunydays 回复 悄悄话 It is great you enjoyed your residency, which is a good start. If one does not like patient care, it will be hard for his medical career. American physicians earn the money with sweat, long hours and love. I did not realize it until entering the program. Maybe I was spoiled by Chinese medical system.

Anyway, physician is a great career: help people, and earn bread at the same time.

Good luck for a new job.
流浪的人群 回复 悄悄话 “落花“流水春去也,天上人间。

“一起走过的日子“是我清华毕业时的主题词。送给你!
落花,其实有很多朋友陪你走过那些孤寂的夜晚,陪你笑,陪你哭。。。知己何必曾相逢,不是落花也飘零。
落花飘零 回复 悄悄话 hug hug Linda, hehe.

Aaalbert, yes i am going for another journey, and i know i will miss those who i worked with very much, esp when i have hard time or feel lonely in the new hospital. I am happy i made so many friends there and i know some of them will be my friends for long time.

thank you punny, you are always so kind and warm, so nice to know you here.:)

aja aja shadow!

纵然平行,you know i will always be a sentimental woman, no matter how hard i try, hehe. these past few days, i cried several times, at my graduation, at the last day of my work, when i was driving out of this city, when i said goodbye to people i truely respected and attached to, gosh that was among those most emotional moments in my life.
time will help me move on and calm down, hopefully.

sundays, i really don't feel being slaved during my residency, maybe because i had low expectation, hehe. thank you for the wishes.

riverside, you are right, with the training getting more and more specialized, my work will be more and more demanding. i will work hard.

thank you qjius.

流沙随风,this paragraph you wrote here is so beautfiul, spoke out exactly how i feel right now. hopefully next step will be as good...
流沙随风 回复 悄悄话 岁月就这么轻轻地翻过一页,精彩的,难忘的,或者不愿再回想的,都浓缩和沉淀进了一段记忆里。在脑海的深处撒下玫瑰花的种子,两行泪水流下去便成了其发芽和开花的雨露。

不管愿意不愿意,岁月又不经意地跳到了下一页。一页一页的串起来,便是所谓的人生吧。假如人生如书,由于你用心地记录,你的篇章格外清晰和明亮。

偶然一路看你写下这一页,难得的精彩。但谁说下一页不会更精彩难忘呢?
qjius 回复 悄悄话 Best wishes for your bright future!
riverside 回复 悄悄话 回复sunydays的评论:
《追捕》里杜秋的名言:“哪有个完?”Fellow是一种更高级别的奴隶。“革命尚未成功,同志还需努力。”(孙中山语)
sunydays 回复 悄悄话 Congratulations!

End the slave life!

Start a new journey...
纵然平行 回复 悄悄话 Wait a minute, I thought you've promised that you’d never ever cry in the car, in the wards, in the hallways, on the streets or anywhere under no circumstance :).

Alright, you didn’t swear that, I made it up, please forgive me:).

Hey, ahead it will be a brand new beginning of enrichment/opportunity right there waiting for you .

Cheer up, ok ?
sunshadow 回复 悄悄话 落花加油!!!
punny 回复 悄悄话 You've got new worlds to conquer, adventures to discover, and new dreams to make come true. You are not alone, dear LuoHua. We'll be here with you :))
aaalbert 回复 悄悄话 Dear Luohua, it's great to start a new journey. There will be moments like this, that we have to leave the people we love, and the place we know so much.But we know that they are never left behind; they are there, somewhere in our memory, that can be visited every time you need some soothing or inspiring. They will even become sweeter by time.
Have a good day.
linda_tan 回复 悄悄话 恩,我也很想拥抱一下这么坚强、自信,而又温婉、美丽的落花JJ :)
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