天使(我最喜欢的电影音乐六)

谢谢影子提醒，想起了这首歌。

以往写这类电影音乐的文章，都会把电影重温一遍，写的时候才会更有感触，但是这次我决定不重看这部电影了，不是因为电影不好，而是因为不能承受那种悲伤。

看的时候，和秋日传奇一样，也是在读医学院的时候，但是那个时候没有进临床，只是当作爱情故事来看。现在的我，在一路走来的医学道路上，承载了太多悲伤的故事，很努力地尘封在心底，不管轻易去触摸，结果只是看这首歌的video，就牵扯了一下。

Seth是个天使，在人间把濒死的人带去另一个世界，他总是站在那里，化解他们的恐惧，安抚他们的痛苦，带着他们平静地离开。有一天，他看见医生Maggie，因为竭力抢救病人无法成功而暗自悲伤，他被深深地触动，最终决定放弃永恒，现身人间，和她一起经历人间的悲欢。

这个音乐，让我不由自主地想到那个夏天晚上，我一口气从急诊室奔到病房，却只看到老人平静地合上双眼。他最终没有能和他太太说再见，我最终还是辜负了他。我握着他的手，从温暖到冰凉，泪水滴落在他的手上。我没有宗教信仰，但是我真心希望，那天晚上，有天使来接他，抚平他的累累创伤，带他去那个没有病痛和悲伤的世界。

把这首音乐，送给所有我帮助过，却无能为力的病人，希望天使在他们身边。

[dadaland]

楼下的两位推荐的都很好听啊！这个男孩的声音好特别，天哪~~~
rhapsody on a theme of paganini - variation 18,my favorite!但是强烈推荐听听原汁原味的，我找了一个ILYA ITIN的版本
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5kujjD77Kbw&feature=related，听完会爱上拉赫玛尼诺夫的~~~~~

[狼来了!]

落花飘零妹妹，推荐另一首非常好听的“Declan galbraith - An Angel”给你，希望你喜欢。特别是遇到不顺心的时候，遇到PATIENT走了的时候，能更坚强。
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dn51LxzSHf0

[Fog_Rain_Thunder]

看见楼下有人推荐somewhere in time的主题曲,忍不住上来说两句.因为它实在是太好听了.当时也是因为先听到这首曲子,被震撼住才看的电影.电影中还有另外一首曲子也是一样的感人: Rachmaninov的rhapsody on a theme of paganini - variation 18.两首曲子做曲相隔四十多年,却相映得极好.一首感觉是从倾慕到激荡到离去,另一首感觉是从淡定到澎湃到平静,颇有片中男女主人公之感.有时自己哼哼的时候会疑惑起来,自己在哼哪一首呢?
以下是另一首的链接:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vD2pS1O-21U

[流沙随风]

回复纵然平行的评论:

玩点幽默俺支持；可俺更支持玩点中文幽默。

俺反正在八小时里打够了英文，呵呵，看来哥们不够

[dadaland]

。。。。。。思想者都是孤独的，所以低头沉思就好了。。。。。。

[纵然平行]

Sunshadow: I am not sure that your comment was intended to address me, so if there a misunderstanding from my end, please forgiven me.

Well, luckily, there is no money involved here, otherwise, your presumption would cost you a bundle :). The fact is I did watched Korean Movie “时越爱"/ "触不到的恋人” in 2001 (thanks to my grandma who is a big fan of collecting Korean movies and TV shows) , but I couldn't finish watching it, partly because the pace of the movie is too slow and leading man 李政宰 is not on par with 全智贤 even the movie has a interesting plot line, and the dialogs are overlapping alot. I also watched "无间道" in 2003 , for that one, I liked it.

Hoping I didn't offend you or anyone here. Gee, what is wrong nowadays, everyone seems having a loaded gun and being trigger happy. Somehow, I felt like WXC has become some sort of “war zone”. Without a warning shot, someone starts to shoot at me for no justified causes, and a joking comment may lead to minefields and get my arms and legs blown away :).

Before you guys “kill” me, can I have my last wish ? Can your guys loosen a little and appreciate a sense of humor ? :)))

[纵然平行]

落花飘零: Hey, no sweat, your response was in the projected “trading range” though, thanks still, :). And I'd also agree with you on that the taste of music or movie or any format art and literature is a quite personal thing, often it is influenced by our background, education, life experiences, period of time and more. So in your defense, by not doing something that you see no value is certainly a better route than churning some words out which could miss the ideas or relevancy.

The point I tried to make in previous comment is not about my personal likings of movies or a piece of song so to speak. It is about how to see the invisible links between Death, Life and Love from a vantage point. the clips of movie or song is just the media to to be utilized for clarifying the clouds over these elements.

Regarding to my confidence index , last time I checked, the level appears ok even though major market indexes are in turmoil. But, thanks for your friendly reminder, I'd recalibrate it again, just in case there are any insecureness and shyness :))

BTW, I have no interests to extend further trivial argument, if winning bear costs of hostility and unwise time-consumption I'd prefer to lose. :(.

Have fun

[小淘]

支持落花和影子写熄灯系列，我会搬个小板凳天天来捧场哦。落花这个系列真是好，很多话都让我很有共鸣，尤其是这首歌好像一下把我拉回了学生时代，那些人，那些事，那些青春岁月，仿佛拌着音符散落在风中，痛苦的似乎都被时光滤掉，留下的都是美好。

[sunshadow]

打赌楼下某一位同学没有看过《触不到的恋人》~~~
只有没看过《无间道》的人才会喜欢难看的《The Departed》~~~

[dadaland]

谢谢落花的关心，发了悄悄话，但是好像不成功，留了言在bbs邮箱：）

[流沙随风]

我觉得天使已经在他们身边了。真的。

[sunshadow]

赫赫~~~ 没有哦~~~~
我的都写在我msn的那个博克上了也~~~~
所以狂支持你写~ 我就在底下回复作为和鸣d~ 嘿嘿

[落花飘零]

影子，你在这里有blog么？可以开写熄灯系列，我会合着你一起写的，呵呵。不过比你要差了几个年代了阿。老了老了。

纵然平行，实在不好意思要让你失望了，这首歌我听了，两部电影我也都看过，但是确实感觉平平，没有想要为这个而写博克的欲望，不想为了写而写。
我以前说过，每个人听音乐因为有自己的经历自己的共鸣，感觉都会不尽相同，我没有你的共鸣，勉强贴歌写文章，反而浪费了那首音乐真正的感觉。高山流水，可遇不可求。
至于你的vow,不知道你是守给谁看的，只要自己收得住自己的原则，写不写博克，都是没有关系的，过于拘泥外界的约束，要证明给自己看自己的自约能力，是不是有点over compensating,反而是对自己不自信的反证。

[纵然平行]

As a resident doc with a good heart , without doubt, your intention is to save your pts' lives in all available avenues. Sometimes, you and your colleagues might have done everything possible to prolong someone‘s life, unfortunately, in the end, some of those pts still died, regardless. It is understandable that some of these unsettling experiences might indeed sadden, traumatize you, or even shake your core beliefs to some extent. For instance, when the code was called, a pt was in asystole, you and the rest of “resurrection” team exhausted all the options, from defibrillation to injection of adenosine, etc yet, the pts’ organs were too frail to response; or at the moment, you and your attending were standing by a dying pt and debating if she should be “trached” or leave the code as it was; or when you were ready to sign off a pt‘s death certificate, you were spooked by screen showing the heartbeat line was not flat rather wobbly, occasionally spiked in a brief run as if it was a regular rhythm because of residual CPR compression, even the pt had already gone. To the point, no matter you like or not, you may have to deal with death ,expected ones or sudden ones at your work,. So what you could do about it in terms of battling those haunting loses ?,I think , I could be wrong, you should look beyond these deaths and truly enjoy each day given and little “privileges” that you may have taken granted such as walking on the snow, feeling rain on your hands, laughing out loud , loving someone and being loved… after all, neither modern medicine nor a roomful of expertise nor good intentions can be the remedies to the death, but in my own opinion, only to live and live joyfully can, especial after you have witnessed many deaths.

I'd like to point out that the singer who sang “Angel” in the clip was Sarah Mclachlan. Her voice has some unique flavor. Because this movie and this song, I wonder if you could kindly honor me for a small request, post the following video clips together in your blog if you have time,and you don't mind. For a specific incident, I'd made a vow for not writing in my blog anymore :( .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dbgfXp5M02M
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zFEUcciueU&feature=related

One of the reasons that I'd like to bring this up is because these two video clips touched two seemingly thorny subjects – love and death. It is kind of interesting to watch two deferent persons created two video pieces using some song “ Song for a Winter's Night” by Sarah Mclachlan’s 2006 album depicted two movies which I believe you have watched; but because of deferent interpretations, love and death were rendered in each creator's own way. My thought is that at a winter night, maybe, all of us, young or old, male or female could create our individual clip in own mind for love (wild, subtle, brief or long-lasting) and death encountered in our lives, pondering in width and depth of for true meaning of these two topics.

It is true, so many things I don’t know, yet I think I do have some good grips about love and death. It is my conviction that death is unavoidable and love has the captivating power that makes a life worth to live.

As a footnote, I am fully aware that you are the rightful owner for your own blog, it is ultimately your choice to make the decision to ensure the materials would be deemed to be fit for your artistic view or ideology . However, whatever you'd decide I'd respect that. :).

Thx for your tolerance in advance

[sunshadow]

支持熄灯系列！！！

[落花飘零]

dadaland，有段时间没见你啦，忙什么呢，呵呵，还算好，没拉下多少，谢谢你补看了前面几篇还留言了，有你这样的朋友回应我的感受真好。：）

影子，那个是珍西莫尔啊，我小时候极喜欢她，那时候中央台有限的电视剧，似乎很多都有她的演出，非常美丽有气质的演员。

aprilwind,这些都是我以前看的，我不在网站上看电影的，主要是不太熟悉那些网站和软件，来美国以后要么去电影院，要么用netflix借电影。

fog-rain-thunder,你说得对，很多时候看电影有感触是因为自己的经历共鸣。不过还是很好的电影，值得看一下的。

小淘，很高兴你喜欢这个系列，好像每个女生都有自己熄灯以后听的歌啊，这也是一个很好的系列主题。：）

[sunshadow]

那就再来推荐一首吧~~~ 很有名的那首钢琴曲~ somewhere in time（时光倒流七十年）的主题曲~~~
我只能找到这个版本的~~~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x_YedfxNKow

ps: 那部电影的女主角就是以前中央台放的那个女医生的连续剧的女主角（Dr. Quinn）~~~ 大爱~~~~

回家睡觉了~ 安~~~

[aprilwind]

很喜欢这个系列.我也想作功课补看这些电影.请问落花你是在哪个网站上看这些电影的？多谢！

[Fog_Rain_Thunder]

天使之城.知道情节却从来没有看过.我想没有那样的亲身经历,即使看过电影也很难体会到那种强烈的感同心受般的悲伤吧.

相信承载了太多悲伤的故事的你,也承载了许多快乐的瞬间 :-)

[小淘]

很喜欢这个系列，尤其喜欢这首歌，记得上学那会，晚上寝室里熄灯以后，经常一个人静静的听这首歌。
觉得落花mm的新id片片很像杨澜哦。都是知性女性。：）

[dadaland]

安慰一下楼下的mm吧~~~~~

[dadaland]

每次来都有净化心灵的感受，谢谢你。还有，新照片选配得很有感觉：）

[sunshadow]

这是唯二的一首当年在我整夜整夜睡不着觉然后偷偷哭的时候能让我安静入睡的歌曲~~~ :)
还有一首是孙燕姿的害怕~~~

[dadaland]

一眨眼，都写到六啦，功课拉得太多，呵呵。差不多前面每部电影都看过，这个没有。音乐很好听，和你写的很吻合。为你的职业精神和善良而感动。