女兵刘的3月4日---忍耐是福 03、04、09

“总要效法那些凭信心和忍耐承受应许的人。”
这句经文·出自，圣经新约，希伯来书第六章第十二节。

信心的英雄今天在荣耀中指示我们：凡他们所成功的，我们亦能。成功的秘诀不只是信心，也在乎忍耐。所以，不要让我们疑惑，焦虑，沮丧，以至失去受主出乎爱的锻炼的机会。

昨天夜里，或说是今天凌晨，我在作自我反省。十分的痛，我百感交集，痛哭流涕，反尔觉得非常地释放，很 healthy，用现金流行的说法。

其实，我是蛮佩服《秋菊打官司si>>.

When Gong Li's character told the authority that all she wanted from her husband's ordeal is to " get recognised!"

That is exactly what has been going through my mind.

Yes, I　ｃｏｕｌｄ　ｕｓｅ　ｏｎｅ　ｏｆ　ｍｙ　Ａｒｍｙ　ｖａｌｕｅｓ，　Ｓｅｌｆｌｅｓｓ　ｓａｃｒｉｆｉｃｅ，　ｂｕｔ　Ｉjust cannot lie to myself that whatever happened at Fort Jackson, in Jan of 2007 didn't occur.

After the sleepless night, I came to this major decision of my life. From now on, I　ｗｉｌｌ　ｂｅ　ｓｔｒｏｎｇ　ａｎｄ　ｃｏｎｆｉｄｅｎｔ．　Ａｎｄ　Ｉnever give up. I will stand up for myself once and for all.

I　ｗｉｌｌ　ｆｉｇｈｔ　ａｌｌ　ｉｎｊｕｓｔｉｃｅ　ｔｈａｔ　Ｉ　ｓｅｅ．　Ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｒｅｓｐｅｃｔ　ａｎｄ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ，　ａｎｄ　ｂｅ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ，　ｉｎｓｔｅａｄ　ｏｆ　ｒｕｎｎｉｎｇ　ａｗａｙ　ｔｏ　Ｃｈｉｎａ　ｏｒ　ｅｖｅｎ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　Ａｒｍｙ．

Ｎｏ，　Ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｂｅ　ｃａｌｍ，　ｆｏｃｕｓｉｎｇ　ｍｙ　ｐｒｅｃｉｏｕｓ　ｅｎｅｒｇｙ　ａｎｄ　ｃｏｎｃｅｎｔｒａｔｉｏｎ　ｏｎ　ｉｍｐｏｒｔａｎｔ　ｔｈｉｎｇｓ　ｏｎｌｙ．

Ｉwill be an exellent mother to my one and only son, Anthony. And Ｉwill show him love and respect in a brand new way.

And I　ｗｉｌｌ　ｂｅ　ｓｕｃｃｅｓｓｆｕｌ！　Ｔｏ　ｂｅａｒ　Ｇｏｄ＇ｓ　ｔｒｕｅ　ｗｉｔｎｅｓｓ　ｗｈｉｌｅ　Ｉlive every day of the rest of my life.