The English Patient

My darling. I'm waiting for you. How long is the day in the dark? Or a week? The fire is gone, and I'm horribly cold. I really should drag myself outside but then there'd be the sun. I'm afraid I waste the light on the paintings, not writing these words. We die. We die rich with lovers and tribes, tastes we have swallowed, bodies we've entered and swum up like rivers. Fears we've hidden in - like this wretched cave. I want all this marked on my body. Where the real countries are. Not boundaries drawn on maps with the names of powerful men. I know you'll come carry me out to the Palace of Winds. That's what I've wanted: to walk in such a place with you. With friends, on an earth without maps. The lamp has gone out and I'm writing in the darkness.

下很大很大的雪，路都堵住了，车被雪掩盖了，长长地工作了一天的我，终于疲惫不堪地决定，不回家了，在办公室里静静地过一夜。

想起了前天晚上，也是大雪纷飞，电视里放英国病人，我很怕看这个电影，因为实在承受不了那种悲伤的压力。但是又忍不住喜欢里面的台词，表面如同沙漠干涸，强忍着，压抑着，内心却涌动着岩浆般的压力，一旦喷发，从此无可挽回。Katherine最后的绝笔，虽然充满着伤痛和恐惧，却从没有对爱人质疑，她知道他在沙漠上跋涉，永远也不会放弃她，永远都会回来，将她抱出那个黑暗的岩洞。虽然从没有海誓山盟，却是从此把自己的灵魂和希冀无所保留地交在了对方手中。

[落花飘零]

流浪的人群:没有办法，苦中作乐阿，不过其实乘着那段时间，没有打搅的作了很多积压下来的工作，所以感觉还是好一点。是啊是啊，加州是我的dream state，only if i can find a position.

一程歌：好的电影是会一直镌刻在心里的。里面的音乐也很感人。

[一程歌]

很感人的电影, 好多年了, 还是印象深刻!!!

[流浪的人群]

无法回家还是那么有情调，难得！
保重！现在这种情形很能让我理解你计划搬来加州的理由。