A working mother’s diary(1)

A working mother’s diary(1)    01/12/2009，rainy to fine
   
     I am going to write a working mother's diary,when this idea came across my mind I was pumping this afternoon. Honestly speaking, I don't think I am a good wife/mother.Even my husband has said before that you are a good wife and good mother,but you are not happy to being a good wife/mother.He was telling the truth.I was said not happy is because that I like complain to him.I think a wife/mother without complaint to his husband and famlily member or other people is a perfect wife/mother.But I don't want to be that kind of a perfect wife/mother, so I like complain always.
       With the time passing by, my little princess is nearly 5 months old.She is so lovely and innocent, never worrying about the things around her.But I can't as I am an adult. I have to work to eat and eat to live. Life becomes much tougher these days due to economy recession. And as the saying goes that if you don't work hard today,it will be hard to find a job tomorrow.I don't want to lose job,so I prefer to work hard today. If anything I can choose not to take,I will chose not  to look for jobs. 
       I have that experience before I got current positon.That's when I first come to singapore and didn't have a PR status, whereas most companies in singapore only recruit PR and Citizens.I even tried the lowest salary job like those typiest and counter assistant but was rejected. Finaly I was recruited by my current company.It's an internatinal company where most of the staff are foreign workers. I appreciate my post as HR officer cum admin executive.My job is multi-tasking like most admin job.I am quite happy at the very beginning.Sometime I feel boring of doing admin job even exhausted at most.