Sans Rendez-vous

It is long time no news from you ,I know it ends since I come back last time ,but I cant help missing you sometimes !However ,I know I cant contact you firstly forever ,not only bcz I wanna find my respect and love,but also I wanna find myself in the past time! Definitely ,I also see you on the list ,I set up my status as away ,Acturally ,I am away that time .,but I see you ,my heart is breaken ,I dont wanna see you again ,block one time more ,and unblock another time ...Keep silence ,It is so terrible without say bye!

At the beginging when I buid this website ,I delete all the articels for u  on the spaces ,I am innocent and silly ,to wanna forget everything related you ,but I cant ,then ,I wanna leave here....see you again ,keep silence ,who is coward not to say bye to each other ,Man ,if you are a man ,why dont say bye aloudly to the lady who love you deeply? I sitll belive that is a brave man ,amnt I wrong? I also regard me as a coward ,am I? when I see you again ,I escape from there ,my oral french teacher call me to to go second cup coffee mall  study french ,I get down stairs to go the store immediately  ,I escape ...just I dont wanna my broken heart still hurm by ...

I am happy learn french with Florian ,a Canadian who is born in France , He teaches me oral french carefully and with patiently.I am lucky when I am in bad mood ,there are many friends surround me .I know I escape from the story ,from the sensibility,from there ,I dont wanna keep silence ,dont you know it terrible to keep silence ?

It is important for you if you love me before or not ,if the love isnt exist ,as a man ,please told me aloudly ,I leave there bravely with respect ,with smile ,So brave man do ,why you cant do that? who is coward? who is player? 

Without appointment ,but keep silence....