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(2005-10-17 13:59:04)
Iamgladthatthingsweregoodwithyouandyourparents.Iamnotsurprisedthatyoutoldyourmomaboutme.Itisgoodthatyoucanstilltalkwithyourmomaboutyourpersonallife.Notalotofpeoplehavethatkindofluxury.MyparentswerealwaysbusyandIwasneverclosetothem.IkepteverythingtomyselfsinceIwasveryyoung.Idon'tremembertheyeverheldmeonceafterIstartedschool.Myparentsdeliberatelykeptadistancefromusbecausetheybelievedistancecreatesau...[阅读全文]
(2005-10-16 20:12:50)
Iamsmilinguncontrollablyrightnow...youreallyamazeme.Actually,
'we'amazeme.'We'havealotmoreincommonthanyouthink,andwhen
Ireadyoure-mail,itleftmewithafeelingthatthethings'we'
haveincommonaretheimportantthings;Theway'we'lookatlife,
appreciatesimplebeauties,ideas,notoverlookinglittlethings...I
cangoon,butIamramblingalready.Andstillsmiling.
Idon'tevenknowwheretobegin,onlytosayth...[阅读全文]
'we'amazeme.'We'havealotmoreincommonthanyouthink,andwhen
Ireadyoure-mail,itleftmewithafeelingthatthethings'we'
haveincommonaretheimportantthings;Theway'we'lookatlife,
appreciatesimplebeauties,ideas,notoverlookinglittlethings...I
cangoon,butIamramblingalready.Andstillsmiling.
Idon'tevenknowwheretobegin,onlytosayth...[阅读全文]
(2005-10-15 22:26:27)
Ihopethingsarewelltonight,andthatyoudidn'tgettoobusy!;)
Howwasyourday?I'vemissedyoumorethanIexpectedIthink.AsI
sattodayreading,Ikeptfindingmyselflookingupatthetrees,but
blindtothem...Iwoulddriftoffandthinkofyousmiling,laughing,
talking...andIfeltsocomfortableandhappy.
TonightisoneofthosetimesIwishyouwereheretoseewhatIsee.
Themoonisalmostfull,theskyiscrispandclear...the...[阅读全文]
(2005-10-14 17:20:44)
Ihavebeenthinkingofyou,constantly...
Myfamilyisduehomeveryshortly,Ihavenotseenthemyet,thoughI
expectthatthingswillbeverytense.Iampreparingmyselfforit
now,andIamsogladyouwroteme...IcanhearyourvoicewhenIread
yourwords,anditsoothesme.
IsmilewhenIhearofyoudreaming...Iwillthinkaboutthattonight
beforeIrest,Isuspect.
Anyway,Ishouldbegoingnow,Ihavetofocusonmytasktonight.
Sp...[阅读全文]
Myfamilyisduehomeveryshortly,Ihavenotseenthemyet,thoughI
expectthatthingswillbeverytense.Iampreparingmyselfforit
now,andIamsogladyouwroteme...IcanhearyourvoicewhenIread
yourwords,anditsoothesme.
IsmilewhenIhearofyoudreaming...Iwillthinkaboutthattonight
beforeIrest,Isuspect.
Anyway,Ishouldbegoingnow,Ihavetofocusonmytasktonight.
Sp...[阅读全文]
(2005-10-13 19:55:45)
Iwaswonderingifyouhadenoughsleeptoday,yesterdaywasarealtoughday.IfeltsoterribleyesterdaywhenIshowedupandhewasthere.Evenbeyondthat,Icouldtellthatyesterdaywasn'teasyforyouanyway.IamverysorrythatI'veaddedthatelementtoyourlife.Inevermeanttocomplicatethingswithyou.Forthatmatter,Ineverwantedtomakeyoufeellikeyouhadtomakeanydecisionsregardingyourfamily/personallife.Pleasedon'tmakeanyhastydecisions,okay?Yo...[阅读全文]
(2005-10-10 21:05:19)
InChineseculture,whatyouplantodoiskindoflikeahermitlivingamongcrowds,oramonkwithoutareligion.Ahermitisinvisibletotheworld,anddoesn'tneedfameormaterialneedsbeyondbasicsurvivalreqest.Lifeissimpleyetservescertaingreatpurpose.Amonkneedstoshedalltheresponsiblitiesandcutoffallthecontactswiththeworld,andrestrainshimselffromthebasichumanemotionsandneeds--happiness,anger,sadness,pleasurefromfood,sex,etc..B...[阅读全文]
(2005-10-10 18:24:14)
Imissedyousomuchafterlastnight...Therearesomanythingsgoingthroughmymindrightnow,andIthinkonethingthatishardformetoacceptisthatIfinallyDOhavethepersonalfreedomtodoanything,togoanywhere,towrite,see,listen,observenewplacesandpeople.Ihavebeengiventhegiftofhavingonetrueresponsibility,andthatissimplytosurvive.IwantedtogotoBajainsearchofsomething.Idon'twanttosoundclichewhenIsayIamlookingformytrueself,but...[阅读全文]
(2005-05-31 21:35:29)
红玫个儿不高，走起路来有点摇摇晃晃，象只可爱的小白鸭。说她象小白鸭，因为她的皮肤特别白，白到头发都透出一点点黄，衬得皮肤更是白里透红。红玫毕业时，选了一家在北京郊区的研究所。她对首都北京有着无限的景仰。红玫喜欢卫国，为此她特别感激介绍人。但是卫国却对她不冷不热。两个人去看了两场电影，卫国连她的手都没有牵一下。没有关系，可能卫国也害[阅读全文]
(2005-05-31 21:21:11)
淑兰是M大附属小学的老师，她跟田振邦结婚后就从M城郊县的小学调到这里，一呆就是二十年。二十年里，她从一个年轻羞涩的新娘子，变成了一个儿子的妈妈，然后是两个儿子的妈妈。现在，儿子们站在那里，个头比她和振邦都要高，虎虎生气。[阅读全文]
(2005-05-25 19:47:35)
第一个是我的同事。她是个非常认真的人，工作兢兢业业，作人一丝不苟。她因为成绩好，又积极向上，所以在学校早早入了党，工作后也一直仕途顺利，如果不出国，她在国内的研究所现在也肯定身居要职了。她出国是跟LG出来的。她和LG是大学同学，但她LG不是党员。我这个同事跟LG感情很好，虽然后来她得了一种慢性病，经常发作，对生活有一定的影响，可是她LG对她呵护[阅读全文]
