昼短夜长，秉烛夜游

弃坑已久的博主来也...

其实挺羡慕曾经热火朝天更新博客的自己，这几年生命历经劫难，心境沧桑，也少了很多分享的欲望。或者说，溺水中的人，又何谈渡人？

当年一起出国的老友突然在微信留言，亲爱的，我最近受洗了。欣慰之余，想起上次相聚已近十余年了。记得还曾为她生病的婆婆祷告，想来上帝那时就已经把种子撒下了吧？

更难得的是，老妈也跟我说，近日来每天晨起“祷告”，颇为灵验...虽然吧，她祷告的是打牌时财运亨通哎

好久没有联系的师妹结婚了，生命人来人往，我已经忘记了相处的点滴，但她依然感怀我带小组时给慕道友们煮的美食，和带她们去买菜的那些个周末。

忽然很感慨，自己曾经有过那样纯粹得近乎愚钝的信心。星星之火，神竟然也借着它触摸了很多人。可惜，因为好似总也走不出的黑夜，那火渐渐变成一缕寒烟，在冷风中飘零。

感恩，还有yy牧师和那些为我祷告的弟兄姐妹。我跟yy姐说自己现在像一个插管的植物人，奄奄一息，谢谢你成为那管中续命的灵粮，让我可以坦然面对自己最脆弱的模样。

2025， 希望自己找回初心，继续探寻生命的意义。

如果依然昼短夜长，我要秉烛夜游，

在黑暗中也要闪闪发光。

Isaiah 43: 18-19

This is what God says,
    the God who builds a road right through the ocean,
    who carves a path through pounding waves,
The God who summons horses and chariots and armies

—
    they lie down and then can’t get up;
    they’re snuffed out like so many candles:
“Forget about what’s happened;
    don’t keep going over old history.
Be alert, be present. I’m about to do something brand-new.
    It’s bursting out! Don’t you see it?
There it is! I’m making a road through the desert,
    rivers in the badlands.
Wild animals will say ‘Thank you!’
    —the coyotes and the buzzards—
Because I provided water in the desert,
    rivers through the sunbaked earth,
Drinking water for the people I chose,
    the people I made especially for myself,
    a people custom-made to praise me.

加油！