翻译习作：一生何求

心血来潮，翻译一下歌词。

一生何求
曲：王文清 词：潘伟源

冷暖哪可休                    Cold or warm

回头多少个秋                Many autumns went by

寻遍了却偏失去            I lost what I had searched the whole world for

未盼却在手                   And got something that's never in my thought

我得到没有                   What have I obtained?

没法解释得失错漏       Can't explain all I have gained, lost, erred or missed

刚刚听到望到便更改    I just heard it and saw it

不知哪里追究              Then everything changed with nowhere to find it

一生何求                     What should I look for in my life

常判决放弃与拥有     Often I have to decide whether to own or to give up

耗尽我这一生             I've spent all my life searching

触不到已跑开           Only to find it's all an illusion

一生何求                   What should I look for in my life?

迷惘里永远看不透     It's a maze I can never go through

没料到我所失的         I didn't know

竟已是我的所有       What I lost was all I could own

一生何求                 What should I look for in my life

曾妥协也试过苦斗    I've tried fights and compromises as well

梦内每点缤纷           The flowers in sweet dreams never dwell

一消散哪可收          They fell apart in my heart

一生何求                 What should I look for in my life

谁计较赞美与诅咒  Who cares it's praise or curse

没料到我所失的     Only I didn't know

竟已是我的所有    What I lost was all I could own