新闻里每天都有撞车的事,听的时候它们不比其他的消息更有冲击力。听过后,我常常只记得撞车的地点。shawnessy BLV上有一个中间的隔离带上的一棵松树,几年前的几个月间,几乎是连续不断的绑着一束新鲜的花,那里曾经撞死过一个过路的行人。后来就变成了一个干的花圈,今年初,我注意到那个花圈没了。
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开到那里时,我都会不由自主的慢下来。其实也听过那个地点出事的消息,但是当我看到那束花时,还是同车的别人提醒我,我才把这两件事想在一起。假如被撞的那个人是我认识的,这件事的悲剧色彩,大约才会在我的脑海中隐隐约约的形成。再假如,被撞的那个人不仅是我认识的,更是我熟悉的,他的瞬间消失,会让我觉得生命的危险和单薄,每一天实际上都像如履薄冰--------我的安全感会更低。
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最后,如果不幸,他不仅仅是我认识的,熟悉的,更是我生命中至关重要的,我、、、会怎样?天没塌地没陷,但是个人的世界,崩溃了。不知道那束鲜花变成干花,是怎样一种心路历程,但是掐指算算,其实也是两三年的事了。
马路上,真像是一个天然的剧场,每天不间断的上演着一幕幕悲喜剧。只不过你我的眼睛耳朵都有限,看到的只是一段,只要和我们的生活无关,再悲惨的人和事,马上也就丢到一边去了,悲伤也仅止于感叹,心里到底还是平静的。
看过小说《活着》,当电影拍出来时,我是死活不看了。哪怕它是一部好电影。我承认我脆弱。老爷看《决斗犹马镇》时那个人的肠子被打出来挂在身体外,我的肠子仿佛也出来了,剧烈的恶心,蔓延到喉头。我也比较拒绝《约伯记》----有人说过,你一个基督徒,不看《约伯记》?那岂不是、、、、、?
是的,她说的没错。但是我,仍然、、、、在等待着那个可以坚强起来的时间。
有盼望的时候,痛苦就不那么痛了吧?
有痛苦的时候,盼望就一定在街角等着光临吗?
撞车的那些刹那,是痛苦来的最快的一种方式。不可预知的来临,不可预知的变化,任何一种都可能的结局----我们握着方向盘,可是我们能掌控什么呐?再骄傲的人,在撞车后,恐怕也会发现,他的骄傲也只能对着跟他一样无能的人。而在马路上,向着目的地前行时,命运的那把达摩克利斯之剑,并不在你我的手上。
去年的感恩节,我们开的车被麋鹿撞上。也许是天色尚早,也许是不够警觉,也许、、、总之,是不够幸运。但是好像,总可以纠其原因。信伟,一向开车谨慎。又是下午阳光灿烂的时候,也不在繁忙地段,他的车竟然被后面的小车撞了,偏离了方向又撞上前面的车,连环的撞击,其他的车都还能开走,而他的新车竟然被撞得报废了。----匪夷所思,这样的危险,人竟然也都是安全的。这样的戏剧化,导演是谁呢?
昨天撞车的,肯定不止这一起。我知道的只是这一起。人的安然无恙,是唯一值得关心的。其他的,恕我冷漠,在我们自己也撞过车之后,我是可以做到全然的放下了。
不是非要那块窗户上的碎玻璃扎在我胸口离心脏几寸的地方,才能山呼“感恩”。我们能全手全脚下来哆嗦时,账户上的那个窟窿,已经不那么要命了。
每天都有车祸的新闻,每天也还是要开车。求求那个看不见的导演吧,给我们的都是我们能承受的。