刹那芳华
记取生命中的那些瞬间
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(2008-06-05 10:53:26)
May24forthefirsttimeForthefirsttimeforalonglongwhile,IfinallymadeupmindtostepoutofthespacewhereIoncedecidedtostayaslongasIcould.SadlyIreaizethatIalmostlosetheabilitytoexpressmyselfthroughthewords,becauseIhaveburiedmyselfcompletelyundermyemotionsandwantedtoliveinanisolatedspaceforever.Doesitwork?unfortunatelyitdoesn't,soIhavetofacealltheissues.HereamI,atimidcreaturewhohastofaceherself.[阅读全文]
(2008-06-05 10:51:53)
oh,myyogaIthasbeenforabouthalfayearsinceIrestaredtopracticeyogainmyowntinyspace,however,Ikeepondropingitduetomylaziness. Icouldfindvariousexcusesfornotdoingit:Iamtoosad,Iamtoohappy,Iamsick............,andforgethowhappyandcalmIamwhenIcouldfinallyearntheinnerpeace.Thankstoyoga,Icouldmanageto(eventhoughIamstillinthebattle)pullmyselfalittlebitwayfromthemudwhichalmostburyme. Withregularprac...[阅读全文]
(2008-06-05 10:49:43)
lilacwithfourpetalsTheotherdayHandIwerewaitingforthebusinbrightsunlight,thereweresomeshort lilactreesandtheflowerswereblooming.Hsuggestedthatweshouldseeklilacwithfourpetalsbecauseitwassaidthatitwouldbringgoodlucktotheonewhofoundit. Bothofusbendeddowntoobservethepetalswithgreatpatienceandattentionjustlikelittlekids,shewantedsomeforherexamsandIwasdesparateforsomethingelse.Intheend,bothof...[阅读全文]
(2008-06-05 10:47:55)
whataweek!!!! Time dropsbetweenthefingerswhilewearewonderingendlesswhys,whatsandhows.Can'tbelievetheAugusthasbeenhalfwaythrough!!!!!Summerisalmostoverandthefallisjustaroundthecorner.Iamputontoahigh-leveltestofmypatiencethisweek viaseriesincidents.Atfirst,mylaptopgotbrokenallofsuddenandIlostmostofmydata.Iknow,IknowthatIwassostupidanddumbthatIevendidn'tbothertosaveitontootherdisks/c...[阅读全文]
(2008-06-05 09:51:38)
July09thinkingintherainThefinalformalprocedurekickedin,andIvisitedthesamespotagain.Theclerkstempedallrelateddocuments,andmyfilelookedquitethick.Foramoment,IhadthoughtitwasjustkindillusionorIwaswatchingithappeningtosomeoneelse. ItwasthelastthingIhadthoughtIwouldhavedoneyearsago,butthelifewassounpredictable.Well~~~,IcouldnotdenythatIchosethiswaysoitendedwithsucharesult.Asusual,Iranacrossthest...[阅读全文]
(2008-06-05 09:50:35)
whyaretheresomanysadstories?LandIweresittingonthecouchchattingaround,thenallofsuddensheasked"doyourememberR?thephotographeronmymarriageregisteryceremony?""wasthatguywithsmilesonhisfaceallthetime?withroundface?""yeap,hegotdivorced""......really?!!!Irememberhowyouenvied hishappyfamilyandwhataperfectcoupletheywereinyoureyes!!!what'sgoingon"Boththehusband...[阅读全文]
(2008-06-05 09:49:15)
Yesterdaytheprocedurestartedtorunofficiallyandfinally.Itwasjustthefirststep,andIhavetovisitthereforanothertwoorthreetimestofinalizeit.Butitisnotanissue,timeplaystheonlyrolehere.Itwasjustanotherordinarydayfortherestofthepopulation,butformeitmeantdifference:Iamabouttostepoutofthenightmareandgetintoanotherstageofmylife.Inretrospect,IhaveneverthoughtIwouldbesingledoutfromthemajority,butImadethechoic...[阅读全文]
(2008-06-05 09:48:07)
Onmywayhome,Icameacrossahare.ItranbrisklyandwasoutofmysightbeforeIcouldhaveagoodlookatit.Ifonlytherewerenoonearound,Iwouldhavefollowedit.Allofsudden,IwasthinkingofthemomentswhenIencounteredrabbitsforthefirsttimeinmylife.Iwasaboutthreeorfour backthen.Itwasmyfirsttimetovisitthehometownofmyparentsandquicklybecamethesweetheartofallrelatives.Onedaymyancleputmeinto atinycabinbecauseIwastheon...[阅读全文]
(2008-06-05 09:46:27)
IonlyfoundoutitstoppedworkingwhileIwastryingtomakeaphonecalllatelastnight,andItrackedalljackswhichmightencounterpotentialproblemsbutfailed.Earlyinthemorning,Istartedtofigureoutwhat'sgoingonrightafterIclimbedfromthebed,andrealizedithelinediedofficially.NowitistimeIhavetomakethechoicewhetherIshallgetitfixedorsimplygetmyselfacellphone.andIdisliketomakechoices.It'scompletelyofwastingtimewhenthereare...[阅读全文]
(2008-01-12 19:10:38)
那天去滑雪，看到山顶白雪皑皑，突然想起了多年前同莉的那个约定：一起去阿尔卑诗山滑雪。有关她最后的消息是在5年前，那个时候听说她要结婚。不知她是否可曾去阿尔卑诗山滑雪，如果有一天我能如愿，我一定会对着阿尔卑诗山大喊她的名字圆满那个约定。我们生命中注定会同许多人相遇，相伴一程，从此便生活在彼此的记忆里。如果曾经彼此真诚相待，即便是自己单[阅读全文]
