12/1 Wed

During lunch break, I went to book store. Need some new books for my trip to Bali, lots of time to kill in flight, and just in case if I staying sober and bored, sitting next to pool, reading books might make me look a bit better. Eat, Pray, Love, the best seller book, which has been filmed to a movie starred by Julia Roberts, is supposed to be a good book for spiritual soul searching or cheering up depressing females or whatever. So I took it with me, and couldnt help noticing the other one, -- I hope they server beer in hell, what a wonderful title! I standing read it for 5 secs, damn, its hilarious! Eventually I came back to office with 2 books, one for my 'soul' if I do have such a thing inside my head, the other for my laugh, which I do need much more. Those getting-wasted-and-fucked-up stories are just simply great, I cant stop laughing and recalling my similar stories, actually I could make such a book too, lol. So for my Bali trip, I have 2 options, 1, to be sensitive and sentimental like the lady in the book, 2, to get wasted and have dumb fun like the a-hole frat guy. Honestly, the second one just sounds so cool for this very moment, lol.

Next week, I am getting out here. Bali, ocean, beach, drink, sleep, spa, club... Finally I dont have to make some certain faces or please anybody, cant wait for that. I feel drowning in Tokyo recently, its time to take a break.

B is away, actually it makes things easier for both of us. We cooled down, and apologized to each other. It seems we both are reasonable and mature whenever we are far away from each other, but once we get together, we just cant stop torturing each other on any sense. Love is a bitch huh... We will see.