5/8 星期二

Mario...he is in Australia now. 前几天晚上，突然收到Mario的message，我还以为见了鬼，他说，he has been out to sea for 2 months, and internet down in the ship...blah blah... 他说, sorry, miss you, pls forgive me...blah blah... 他说，wanna see me again when he gets back...blah blah... 我说，I want more than just sex, 他说，ok, I will try, lets take it slow and see what happens... DAMN! 我都快把Mario忘了，他又突然跳出来，真是阴魂不散。我的生活好像8点的肥皂剧，反反复复几个人物，我方唱罢，他登场，倒是很热闹。Anyway, I dont think its a good idea for me to see Mario again, George said so too, even though we might be able to get into a relationship something, it wouldnt last long. 想起看到过的Cartier的新平面广告，新的广告词是，“How far would you go for LOVE”，well, good question, how far would I go??? I asked Dave if he would leave everything he has here to follow the true love, he said he would consider it, I dont think I can do that. I mean, even though its the true big love, still, its not worth putting all my hopes and life on. I could do a lot crazy shit for love, or for lust, but I definitely dont want love to become the only factor that matters in my life, that, is TOO CRAZY. Guess I am not romantic enough, lol. Anyway, back to the point, I dont think I could sacrifice my lifestyle for Mario, apparently he has a totally different lifestyle from mine, this is not gonna work. Still one month left before he comes back, who knows what gonna happen.

Finally the Golden Week is over, and no feedbacks yet. This feedback has been haunting me, last night I had a nightmare, on my way to LB's party, I almost got flushed off the roof, then a huge ugly blue spider on my back, which freaked me out... 好像历险记一样。今天在家打扫卫生，擦窗户，爸妈回来了，在网上拉着我讲话，我心不在焉。This golden week really slowed down everything, I HATE IT!!! Hopefully by this week or next week, would hear something new.

[jgey]

感谢各位同学的关心和支持。

[G.C.]

别在一棵树上吊死， 在没有拿到offer的时候就当没有到这家公司面试过， 不要存在幻想。找工作的脚步丝毫不能放慢。

我去年找工作对此深有感触，坚决不能相信公司的花言巧语，烟雾弹和缓兵之计， 手中没有offer letter一切都是空的。 我最后的结论就是找工作和找朋友其实一样，你如果对对方感兴趣，那么格不了几天你就会和她联系；如果不是那么发烧的，你可能会删掉那个号码，或不冷不热回几条信息， 或keep her on the shelf as a backup，唉， 你也是情场老手了，我就不废话了。

总而言之， 一方面努力的去找工作， 一方面也不要太急，有些事情是我们凡人控制不了的，尽力就行了。

[11Roses]

别在意，LB的人事没有眼光。
公司除了离你那儿近以外没啥好的。
试试别的好公司吧。
祝好运~~

[elpher]

我很想说类似于'是金子总会发光''是良驹总会遇伯乐'的有点恶心的话, 不过there must be a right point for you, 不在这里就在那里, 可能有点自我催眠, 不过你需要好心情... 安啦!take it easy, beauty!