9/19 Monday

Already Monday, I got up quite late this morning, last night I was lying on the bed, watching Bridget Jones Diary 2, its one of my favorite movies, cos I like her attitude, hilarious, and optimistic. OK, now lets back to thailand, Koh Samui, this vivid island. Everywhere, everyday, under construction, and honestly, no offense, I don't think thai people are really hard workers, most time while you walking around, you can see people just sitting there, checking tourists out, but doing nothing with work. Quite relaxing, but if I was the boss, it would be disaster. Have to mention again here, all thai people I met so far, they are very very friendly, this impressed me quite much, they always smiling, seems quite satisfied with their lives, even though they are not rich. In Tokyo, people get a better quality life, but tough to find somebody who is seriously satisfied, we get more, and we want more, but we are not happy. Bathroom, this is another big issue, for most women I suppose. Cos we are not able to be like men, standing, and to solve their problems easily, a clean flush bathroom is all we need. At Samui, the condition of bathroom is quite unacceptable, only those in hotels or high-class spas are fully equipped, and the others in restaurants or clubs/bars, trust me, you dont wanna even imagine that. I miss tokyo's bathrooms, I know this sounds funny, but a clean flush with good smell bathroom, how comfortable it might be! Ok, fine, this is another proof that I got spoiled by tokyo. Actually, bathrooms tell a lot about the country, dont you agree? Prostitution, we cant avoid this issue, when we talking abt thailand. I didnt see much in Bangkok yet, so just focus on this small island, Samui. Everything in the island is around tourists, everybody here sort of being in service business, hotels, massage places, restaurants, stores, clubs, bars... Every night, people go parties, there is no difference between weekdays and weekends. Prostitution is part of the service business, mostly in nights. Here is heaven for those western guys who have sort of kinky weird asian-fetish, lots of young local girls standing on street or in pubs, who offer their bodies for maybe only 1000 bahts, which is really cheap. I am totally not against prostitution, that is kinda very human service, people need sex naturally, so its reasonable for the business to exist, back to japan or china, it does exist too, legally or not. What really shocked me here is not the culture gap, but more the gender gap, at the point how differently women and men think about sex. No offense, but I just cant help feeling this way that, those local girls who dressed quite slutty on street look so... gross! Forgive me to use this word, but that is how exactly I feel. They just look so messy, physically, I think you guys could get what I am talking about, and I dont really understand how could those guys really get attracted by them. They might have not taken a shower for few days, how could guys go down THERE, literally??? I even dont wanna try to imagine that, what exactly sex means to a guy? Just satisfaction with a warm hole? Honestly I think sex doesnt have to have anything with love, sometimes it could be just some natural need, for both men and women, but as a woman, at least, I would pick up my partner carefully, dont have to be someone I am in love with, but someone who is clean, physically attractive, and I dont feel uncomfortable with, that is something I wouldnt compromise with. But for guys, ok, not all guys, but some of them, it seems they could stick their penes to any female creature with a warm hole, and they dont really care what the women looks like, or how clean she is, or whatever, just satisfaction straightly from penis to brain, if they still have brains. This huge difference on the mechanism of sex issue between men and women, surprises me a lot. Ok, I got tired by typing, maybe to write more tomorrow. Oh btw, good news, Omer is coming, to Samui too! I think I would just hang out with him tonight, then I dont have to see the annoying bastard, I still dont like him at all, maybe not hating any more, but somehow, I think he is quite disgusting, physically, literally, I have a very strong issue about cleanness, maybe that is why I cant stand him, but well, whatever, who cares. And De is not online, for few days... He going out with somebody else now?

[hey]

i feel you are disgusting. self centered and spoiled little nasty creature

[lovemagnet]

Haaaaaaaaaa, found your diary is very entertaining.

"it seems they could stick their penes to any female creature with a warm hole"

that's why we (men and women) are different animals. But not all guys are like that