五九 姐弟之间

霭青知道她无法接受乔治的这份热情，老美么，三分钟热乎，她向乔治鞠了躬感谢。

乔治并没有善罢甘休，和凯文琳琳串通好了，琳琳晚上开开收音机，乔治在电台里把歌献给他心爱的女孩。

Hello by Lionel Richie

I've been alone with you inside my mind

And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times

I sometimes see you pass outside my door

Hello, is it me you're looking for?

I can see it in your eyes

I can see it in your smile

You're all I've ever wanted, and my arms are open wide

'Cause you know just what to say

And you know just what to do

And I want to tell you so much, I love you

I long to see the sunlight in your hair

And tell you time and time again how much I care

Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow

Hello, I've just got to let you know

'Cause I wonder where you are

And I wonder what you do

Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you

Tell me how to win your heart

For I haven't got a clue

But let me start by saying, I love you

Hello, is it me you're looking for

'Cause I wonder where you are

And I wonder what you do

Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?

Tell me how to win your heart

For I haven't got a clue

But let me start by saying I love you

“琳琳，我和乔治不是一样的人。”霭青关上收音机，“你想留在美国，你有你的公司，你的事业，你的凯文。我不行，我还有一年就要回国，你别乱拉郎配。”

“那你和周伟雄呢？”琳琳一脸的不以为然。

“老周不一样，他，他到底是华人，我们想的差不多，吃的差不多。他也不想留下来，没准儿跟我回去发展呢。国内机会很多啊。”

“哎哟我的霭青姐姐，你恋爱为什么？”

霭青一时不知如何回答，她为什么？她似乎没有恋爱过，像琳琳和凯文那样的恋爱过，他们俩在一起，眼中只有对方，充满着爱意，而她自己呢？甭管是齐磊还是周伟雄，都是在计算，是不是合适，家庭，学历，身高，长相，等等。

她不知道什么是恋爱。

“我知道你需要什么。”琳琳又打开收音机，“我来给你点个歌。”

琳琳一个电话打给值班的乔治，“下一个是给你的。”

收音机里响起乔治的声音，“这是琳琳为她的好朋友点的歌儿，她希望霭青在寻找爱情的路上更加勇敢，遇到自己的幸福，不要退缩。下面是 Listen to your heart By Roxette 倾听你心。霭青，希望你能听到。”

 I know there's something in the wake of your smile

I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea

You've built a love but that love falls apart

Your little piece of heaven turns too dark

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you

Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do

I don't know where you're going and I don't know why

But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile

The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea

They're swept away and nothing is what is seems

The feeling of belonging to your dreams

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you

Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do

I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,

But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

And there are voices that want to be heard

So much to mention but you can't find the words

The sense of magic, the beauty that's been

When love was wilder than the wind

Listen to your heart when he's calling for you

Listen to your heart there's nothing else you can do

I don't know where you're going and I don't know why,

But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye

霭青听到了自己的心声，乔治说遇到自己的幸福，不要退缩。她想起在电台播音室里，乔治为她点歌时的眼神，和他那句话，为那个不知何处等候，会带给她幸福的人。

理智，或者是多年的教育，还是让霭青说了不字，“琳琳，谢谢。”

。。。。。。

“姐，”霭辉到了加拿大以后，几乎每天一个电话，至少一个，“你猜我今天遇见谁了？”

“谁？”霭青漫不经意地问。

霭青和弟弟关系不是很亲近，小时候打架，妈妈都是偏向弟弟，不打架时，弟弟也是最受宠的那个，弟弟吃面我喝的汤啊，霭青没有小白菜那么惨，偶尔几次，真的觉得自己不是妈妈亲生的一样。

“她叫董雨馨，我在雅思班上的同学，你说巧不巧？”

“喔。”

“姐，那可是个大美女，我想我喜欢上她了。”

“好啊。”

“那个，她也在布鲁克，你借我点钱吧。”

“什么？你说什么？”

“妈说让我找你。”

“妈没跟我说。”

“姐，不多，就三千。”

“你要借这么多钱干嘛？你出国没带钱吗？”

“我现在和人合租，泡妞多不方便，所以想搬到一个独立公寓去。三千是押金，我又不花钱，到时候还给你。”

霭青摇摇头，她还住在地下室里，和琳琳合租，霭辉为了泡妞张口就是三千，她哪里有钱借给他。

而且霭青清楚的很，这钱是肉包子打狗，“霭辉，我没那么多钱，”

“有多少？”霭辉马上追问。

“五百吧。”

“别逗了，五百哪够？三千不成，两千吧。”

“霭辉，”

“姐，就这么定了。哎，你看了齐磊的毕业论文了吗？”

“什么？”这突如其来的一句话，霭青没反应过来。她没有特意向全家宣布和齐磊分手，妈妈的信里除了霭辉这霭辉那之外，别无其它。霭青以为齐磊自己向妈妈讲清楚了。

“姐夫说他毕业论文改了好多，最后定稿叫做《去美国影响论》。他给我发过来，我还没来得及看呢。”

去美影响论？出去美国影响，这太是齐磊了，他临时改变了毕业论文的主题，大概是因为美国之行，没准是因为霭青和他断绝了关系的缘故。

他曾经说过他的毕业论文是要论述美国的现代史，用来借鉴，对中国将来的发展有利的经验。

那个时候还都是从正面论述的。

现在这个题目，霭青从题目来猜测内容，估计不会是正面题材吧。