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忆静美-香消玉殒(叙事诗)

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                         那是一个蛮荒的年代
                         那是一个遥远而悲伤的故事
                         静美是我曾经的蜜友
                         八十年代中我们都是花季少女
                         她出落得一天比一天美丽
                         高挑的身材
                         一双迷朦褐色的眼睛
                         修长的双腿
                         过膝的长裙
                         一路走来 潇洒 飘逸
                         她是多少同龄少年
                         心中的玫瑰
                          
                         她家是从江南迁到北京的
                         只能在假期回江南看望
                         祖母 同学和朋友
 
                         那是一个阳光明媚
                         花红柳绿 小鸟唱歌的早晨
                         一阵轻轻而急促地叩门声
                         带着焦急与期待
                         我开门 是静美亭亭玉立在门外
                         她的脸上闪着美的光彩
                         却垂着眼睛 沉默不语
                         好似要隐藏自己
                         我陷入猜疑中
                         她是快乐还是忧愁
                         我疑问的眼光
                         使她打破沉默
                      
                         我恋爱了 他现住在江南
                         他有妻室 但他许诺离婚娶我
                         上天呀 你才几岁
                         他是谁
                         在那个年代
                         有妻室 分手谈何容易
                         为你一个花季少女
                         像是天方夜谭
                         我预感不妙
                         总不会天塌下来
                         最坏的结局可能是
                         他弃静美于不顾而分手
                         静美又说他长我二十二岁
                         我大吃一惊
                         心里却想起父亲如山
                         但 他不是父亲
                         静美爱他如生命
                         我们陷入了尴尬的沉默
                         从那时起
                         我再也没见到静美的倩影
                         
                         一年一度的高考总算过去了
                         正当我懒洋洋的赖在床上
                          一阵重重的敲门声
                         惊得我从床上跳起来
                         门开后 冲进来的是静美妹妹 静怡
                         满面泪水 凄怆 悲哀
                         姐姐昨夜从五层楼上坠下
                         顿时感到
                         风在凄苦的哀嚎
                         枯树在深深的叹息
                         香消玉殒
                         她在红尘里只走了十八载
                         一朵绽放的花儿被摧残
                         震惊之余是悲哀 惋惜和疑虑
                         为什麽
 
                         直到法医宣布
                         静美是自杀并有三个月的身孕
                         没有遗书
                         只留下一条白色的长裙带着血迹
                         我猜 当静美知道自己怀孕
                         是多么惊慌恐惧
                         她将承受的是大逆不道
                         抹不去的道德污点
                         还有人们津津乐道的八卦新闻
                         孤独无助的静美
                         无勇气向父母倾诉
                         小姐妹更是无计可施
                         那个男人早已躲得远远地
                         她无法自己面对
                         只有以死来控诉那禽兽不如的男人
                         而他的父亲不但拒绝接受她的遗体
                         还诅咒她下地狱
                         说她让家族蒙羞
                         人生本是戏
                         静美短暂的人生
                         奏出一部悲怆曲
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