HOPE

Red Sox won ... Interesting world... Literally, Yankees collapsed last night … Typically, there are three kinds baseball fans: Red Sox fan, Yankee fan, people who hate Yankee… Red Sox has nothing to do with me, I do not like Yankees that much, I do not hate them that much…. So, I will never be a baseball fan. Let us see if Red Sox can break the curse, break their fate. I do not like Red Sox, but I was kinda moved by their fan. They believe, they keep their faith, they are loyal, they always keep hope alive …

I do not care anything going on in this place, I enjoy the freedom and myself … I say whatever I want no matter in polite way or rude way, I do not give a f*ck of what other people take and think about me, okay? I do not play those multiple IDs sh*t, I have only one ID and forever … It is my loyalty to this virtual world, to myself … If you think someone stupid, I will just say it to you. Why will I hide? There is nothing I should hide from.. Damn… BTW, the girl who tried to support me (sorry, I do not know who you are actually) and got crap from those damn people, a few words to you: Thank you! Do not take those stupid people words serious, just p*ss them off. I owe you a drink :) Let me know whenever you want to pick up your drink. Oh, I do not need support, it is nothing, I do not even give a damn to those nonsense… Do not get yourself attacked by supporting me next time, it is not worth, okay?



Hope

you want to go out friday
and you want to go forever.
you know that it sounds childish
that you've dreamt of alligators.
you hope that we are with you
and you hope you're recognized
you want to go forever
you see it in my eyes.
I'm lost in the confusion
and it doesn't seem to matter
you really can't believe it
and you hope it's getting better

you want to trust the doctors
their procedure is the best
but the last try was a failure
and the intern was a mess.
and they did the same to Matthew
and he bled 'til sunday night
they're saying don't be frightened
but you're weakened by the sight of it
you lock into a pattern
and you know that it's the last ditch
you're trying to see through it
and it doesn't make sense
but they're saying don't be frightened
and they're killing alligators
and they're hog-tied
and accepting of the struggle

you want to trust religion

and you know it's allegory
but the people who are followers
have written their own story.
so you look up to the heavens
and you hope that it's a spaceship
and it's something from your childhood
you're thinking don't be frightened

you want to climb the ladder
you want to see forever
you want to go out friday
and you want to go forever.
and you want to cross your dna
to cross your dna with something reptile.
and you're questioning the sciences
and questioning religion
you're looking like an idiot
and you no longer care.
and you want bridge the schism,
a built-in mechanism to protect you.
and you're looking for salvation
and you're looking for deliverance
you're looking for deliverance
you're looking like av idiot
and you no longer care.
you want to climb the ladder
you want to see forever.
you want to go out friday
you want to go forever.