No one knows what it is like

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool...

Thanks all the people who show your kindness and willingness to help Yu Jian. If you think you can provide some more specific help, please go to their website http://jian4yu2.homelinux.org and let them know...

Yesterday I got a call from Yu Jian himself... he called me just to say thx... I was moved ... He sounds strong and positive ... I will continue to do my best to help and I think I should pass his appreciation to all the people who is helping ...

One of the possible promising progresses we made so far is with the help of a friend's mom, I got them contacted with a director in the Red Cross of China which kept the biggest blood bank in China, he promised he will help to run an expedited national search for him ... Let us pray for him...

I believed in most of the people's warm hearts and sincerety ... But I hate to make it as a chat topic or whatever which I really doubt some people are behaving that way even accidentally ... I do not like to disgrace it because of me ... As for myself, I am NOT a happy person, all of my pain and woe can not show through my wording...

I still encourage people to offer your help to them ... All the necessary information can be found in the following link http://jian4yu2.homelinux.org ... Please.... some of your effort may save a young life ...

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No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool

If I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
If I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes