I am pregnant again!
(2008-10-28 02:18:47)
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Just came back from my OB and he confirmed that I am pregnant. The pregancy is considered to be 6 weeks along, however the baby is only less 4 weeks old. We did not see heart beat yet, might be too early, although I have a bit bad feeling about it, because the pregnancy between Elisabeth and Christin was terminated due to no heart beat . Well, who knows, maybe this time it'll be the same, then I dont need to worry about all the things I am worrying about, and my daughters dont need to share their mom with another baby again......
OMG, I can not believe what I am just thinking about. Why am I, a mother of two kids, so scared of another baby? Is he/she supposed to be a God's gift. This is at least the way LG sees, which is probably why he took this news with such a grace. Of course, it is easy for him because he is not the one who needs to get up millions of times during the night, and his nipples will not be broken and sucked at the same time either.
Nevertheless, I shall get out my negative mood asap. A baby can not be so terrible. It will make our life more stressful than now, but I remember some sayings like, a person will always rise to challenges in life and nothing is impossible. Maybe in a few years, I will be so happy to walk with three kids on the street.
Right now, We are worried about the health of this baby because I took Ibuprofen, 3x400 mg in a day, which, acoording to my OB, is not good. See, this is what happens when a baby comes unexpectly, we are simply not prepared to conceive and we of course do things we are not supposed to do, therefore to harm the baby.
Another thing is what to do with the birth control in the future. Obviously, condoms are not safe for us, and we definitely dont want to have any more babies. So what is the the absolutely safe way? Birth control pills (I vomit all the time when I take them! I dont even vomit while pregnant) or being sterile? or maybe the best way is not to have sex at all!
是个好事情!