survival

It's not I am different, it's you are different right now.
It's not you are different, it's I never really understand and know you on that side.
It's not I am not in love to you, it's the real you make me cannot walk over to you
It's not I am not falling in love to you, it's the reality, the time, distance and daily life reinforce me to give up you
It's not I am not chasing you, it's the way that I am wrong the way
It's not I am not fond of you, it's the respond of and the perception from you wake me up from my fantasy world
It's not I am not so different to you, it's the life style and the methodology of you are so different to me
It's not the answer that I said "no" to move on in next relationship, it's the voice from my heart said "no" to look for next
It's not the phone bothered you, it's the value of the phone and the attitude of the pick-up bothered you

suddenly realized what is the reality, the realistic world, it's really talking about distance, time, person, environment, money and wealth. It's a pitty to lose something but wealthy to realize and pick up something. I was lost me, but I find me back and I find the door way to enter to the world and walk out my fantasy. It's just a sweet dream you gave to me although there was no beginning and starting, I will let you go. no tears on my face, no sadness inside of me, go ahead towards to tomorrow. Like the lines in Interpretator, it's not we forgot the yesterday, it's we have to stand up being strong for tomorrow. there is no replacement of you by anyone, it's the different place I locate you.