normal day,normal thing and ordinary me..

It seems like graduations normal life that all around job hunting, preparing resume, contacting with friends, family etc etc.
honestly, I dont know what i can do so far. Recently, i have a training  in ShangHai House restaurant, once when i tried to write down a customer's order in Chinese, my brain's blocked and i wrote down a wrong Chinese character instead of. What a shame to me~ only a few years there is no much time to use Chinese, English becomes the main language to me, however I didn't think that my english is so perfect to handle everything, listening, speaking and writing, reading are not at the greatest level as good as native speaker, on the other hand, i lost my Chinese sense.

everything is over and has started to next stage, i shouldn't go beyond to this change but should follow the steps. mommy thought i m good, a goodie goodie child, i dont know, but i will shape my promise come true to her as i promised.