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老家

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老家







老家是雾里的别离,老家是童年的记忆。

老家是父母的爱意,老家是兄妹的亲情。

老家是儿时的伙伴,老家是同学的友谊。

老家是弯弯的小河,老家是青青的绿草。

老家是纯真的岁月,老家是梦中的牵挂。

老家是不再的从前,老家是难忘的情怀。

林贝卡 2007年 冬 写于美国






老家 作者:莫小米

我没老家,生于这个城市,长于这个城市,而且,我童年住过的那个街角,也恰恰就在上一年被拆除,变成为立体交叉桥的一个犄角了。心里不由地羡慕人家有老家。






正在此时,一位昔日好友的母亲来电,说好友昨晚刚从南方飞回。我立即给她去电话。 她的令人羡慕的职业早已使她练就一口极标准流畅的国语,而当我在电话里很自然地用国语与她交谈时(我们在两地挂长途向来如此),她却毫不犹豫地对我说起方言来。我立即改口,我明白我犯了个错误,此刻她最渴望听到的是乡音。






我又明白,对于她,我也是“老家”。我和她曾共同居住过的城市,如今是她的老家而不是我的老爱。她离开了老家,这才有了老家;我没有老家,是因为我没有离开老家。






我们需要老家,因为老家是一个离开之后方才拥有的地方。老家让我们感觉自己正远走高飞,却不必害怕风筝断了线。老家让我们感觉树高千丈,又随时可以叶落归根。 老家是最初的摇篮,又是最终的归宿。是一种挣脱又是一种牵扯,是被祝福又是被等待,是最能唤起愁绪,又最能平顺心情的地方。






借用普鲁斯特伤感的说法:我们徒然回到我们曾经喜爱的地方,我们决不可能重睹它们,因为它们不是位于空间中,而是处于时间里,因为重游旧地的人不再是那个曾以自己的热情装点那个地方的儿童或少年。





我们无法真正回到老家。每一次渴望回老家的念头的实现,只不过是匆匆地一回首罢了。我们可以勇往直前,那样,便无暇回首,也无需回首。







林贝卡 2007 深秋 于美国

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林贝卡 回复 悄悄话 回复隔花人远天涯近的评论:

Thank you so much for your messages.
隔花人远天涯近 回复 悄悄话 每首曲子都有怀念,跳动的不只是音符,还有我的心。
林贝卡 回复 悄悄话 回复SINEAD4273的评论:

My pleasure.

I am not sure what happened to the templet. The articles are not displayed on the screen. It is weird.

Merry Christmas to you and your family,

Rebecca

SINEAD4273 回复 悄悄话
Thank you for so sharing, Rebacca.

Merry Christmas, and Happy New year to you, and your family.
林贝卡 回复 悄悄话 回复祁连山的评论:

写的真好。回不去的老家,忘不了的情怀。
祁连山 回复 悄悄话 老家是一段难舍的情,
老家是温馨与纯真的皈依.
老家是人在旅途永远的回望.
老家是心灵深处最温暖的角落!
林贝卡 回复 悄悄话 歌曲:老家
演唱:侃侃

http://blog.wenxuecity.com/blogview.php?date=200711&postID=4687
林贝卡 回复 悄悄话 回复卡琳的评论:

Thank you.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you,

Rebecca
卡琳 回复 悄悄话 美美贴~欣赏!感受那无法言语的幸福~~童年。。。

祝贝卡 圣诞快乐!
林贝卡 回复 悄悄话 回复科夫的评论:

老家是雾里的别离,
老家是童年的记忆,
老家是儿时的伙伴,
老家是父母的爱意,
老家是兄妹的亲情。
老家是同学的友谊,
老家是弯弯的小河,
老家是青青的绿草。
老家是纯真的岁月,
老家是梦中的牵挂。
科夫 回复 悄悄话
老家是童年的记忆,印象在昨夜的梦里...

山湖辉映,水中倒影
林贝卡 回复 悄悄话 Gerry Shubert 's Autobiography

I was born and raised in the Washington, D.C. area where my entire family has been an inspiration for my musical endeavors. I was fortunate to be continually surrounded by parents, siblings and extended family who were all involved in music. Thankfully, my parents have always been supportive of my interest in music.

As a young boy, I already knew that music was going to have a special place in my life. I can remember listening to many of my parent’s recordings of classical and popular composers. I particularly admired the music of Gershwin and was fascinated his piece, “Rhapsody in Blue”. Claude DeBussy, the French composer, was also one of my favorites.

At the age of 5, I was so excited about playing the piano that I started asking people to teach me songs on the piano. Then, several years later, I began taking real piano lessons. I can still recall how exciting it felt to learn a new piece of classical music after hearing my teacher play it for the first time.

In high school, I became interested in popular music and studied music theory and jazz. It was around this time that a friend and I put together a 14-piece “soul” band called the Atlantics. It was great and a lot of fun.

From the time I was very young I remember making up little melodies, but it wasn’t until many years later that I learned I could take these melodies and turn them into songs. That was when I met Brad Waarner, a composer, arranger and orchestrator, who has worked on many film scores. Brad took a number of the songs that I had composed and scored them for orchestra. These songs were later produced on my first CD, “Life in the Moment”. This CD has been very successful.

Some time later, I became interested in Jewish music and became inspired to produce and record a number of songs on a CD of traditional Jewish music entitled, “Return to Eden”. Most of the songs are played with a 50-piece orchestra and a chorus of 16 men. It was my goal to preserve the original melodies as faithfully as possible while surrounding them by powerful orchestration and vibrant arrangements.

It is my hope that you find this music to be as inspiring and enjoyable as I do.

http://www.gerryschubert.com/biography.htm
林贝卡 回复 悄悄话 Gerry Schubert

Gerry Schubert, Pianist and Composer's latest works include two new exciting CD's, "Life in the Moment" and "Return to Eden."

In "Life in the Moment," Gerry plays his own compositions on piano and combines them with beautiful and soulful orchestrations. We know that you will find the music both relaxing and inspiring.

In "Return to Eden," Gerry has taken well-known traditional Jewish melodies and recorded them in a way which has never been done before - most of the songs on the CD are performed with a 50-piece orchestra and a chorus of 16 men. The results are spectaticular.

http://www.gerryschubert.com/
林贝卡 回复 悄悄话 Piano: Going Home
Artist: Gerry Shubert

http://space.wenxuecity.com/media/1197920279.wma
林贝卡 回复 悄悄话 【钢琴曲】回家 Going Home - 祝您圣诞快乐

http://space.wenxuecity.com/media/1197920279.wma

来源: johnz002 于 07-12-17 12:21:19

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