jgey的单身日记
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(2011-02-12 20:28:58)
Ikeepthinking,orsay,estimatingthedifficultiesbetweenBandme.Wehadsomegoodtime,butthosetimearemorelike...lucky,wedidn'tscrewthistime...lol.Iguesstheanswerisveryclear,eventhoughIhavebeentryinghardtomakedifferentapproaches,somaybeIwouldgetdifferentconclusions.Iamnot'perfectly'happyinthisrelationship,IfeelIamkeepingcompromising,eventhoughIhadputupwithitsofar,doIreallywannakeepdoingthis,especiallyitwill...[阅读全文]
(2010-12-29 00:45:50)
Xmaswasalright,BandIspentasweetweekendtogether.Sat,webothexhausted,hehaddutythedaybefore,sobasicallynosleepatallonFridaynight,andI,drivingcourse,Xmasfoodshopping,cleaningandpreparingXmasdinner...Anyway,dinnerwasgood,everybodywashappy,andsleepinginonSundaywasevenbetter,finallywecouldrelaxabit.ItsgettingcoldinTokyo,andwestayedinforthewholeday,doingnothing,justlyingnexttoeachother,talkingaboutstuff,t...[阅读全文]
(2010-12-25 04:00:44)
Xmasissuffering...ThisisthefirsttimeIspendXmaswithB,sowedecidedtoavoidallcheesy'special'dinnerswhichhavenothingspecialbutprices.Sowestayhomeandcook,actuallyitsnotWE,butI.Hehastospenddaytimewithhisdaughterforsomefamilytradition,andIhadearlymorningdrivingcourse,itturnedoutthatIrushedtoIsetanforthefoodshopping,whichwashell.Whosaidanythingbadabouteconomythisyear?Comeon,checkouthowcrowdedIsetanis.All...[阅读全文]
(2010-12-04 09:10:03)
我无法停止思考,总是有一些事情在我的脑海里盘转.反反复复的想着同一件事情,但是每次进行到同一点,就无法继续,好象电脑程序中的deadlock.我明白,是我潜意识里不想去想,但我却反复的逼迫自己去想.所以到了最艰苦的阶段,没有来由的终止.
Companypartylastnightwasgreat,Ihadfunandagain,verymuchdrunk.Therewasnoblackout,butstill,somepartofmemorieswasblurred.IcalledB,wetalked,Icantrememberwhatexactlywetalkedabout,...[阅读全文]
Companypartylastnightwasgreat,Ihadfunandagain,verymuchdrunk.Therewasnoblackout,butstill,somepartofmemorieswasblurred.IcalledB,wetalked,Icantrememberwhatexactlywetalkedabout,...[阅读全文]
(2010-12-02 19:12:17)
FRIDAY!!!Iamgoingtovacation~~Iamgoingtovacation~~Iwassoboredyesterday,whichreallybotheredmealot.Ifelttheboredomcrawlingoutofmyskinandtryingtodrownmeinsilence.WhenIambored,IamactinglikeanADDkid,Ineedsomethingtogetmyselfoccupiedrightaway.IchattedwithKevinforabit,toldhimhowIgonnasmashhisballsandbeatshitoutofhim,thenhegotpissedanddisappearedonme.ThenanothertalkwithLuke,ohdearLuke,thepureevila-hole,sma...[阅读全文]
(2010-11-30 23:23:29)
Duringlunchbreak,Iwenttobookstore.NeedsomenewbooksformytriptoBali,lotsoftimetokillinflight,andjustincaseifIstayingsoberandbored,sittingnexttopool,readingbooksmightmakemelookabitbetter.Eat,Pray,Love,thebestsellerbook,whichhasbeenfilmedtoamoviestarredbyJuliaRoberts,issupposedtobeagoodbookforspiritualsoulsearchingorcheeringupdepressingfemalesorwhatever.SoItookitwithme,andcouldnthelpnoticingtheotheron...[阅读全文]
(2010-11-11 00:59:23)
今天是我第3次试图写些什么，前几次都半途而废。有很多事情botheringme,butnotsurewheretostart.工作开始平淡，每天做着重复的事情，其实也没什么好抱怨的，工作不辛苦，工资尚满意，老板催着我放假，因为我今年的带薪假日还剩很多。这样的状况，如果还是不满足，那真是让人无话可说。但是，随着工作逐渐安逸，我的满足感却减少了，因为不需要100%专注于工作，我的各种胡思[阅读全文]
(2010-10-26 20:15:25)
每个公司都应该有个舒服的卫生间，干净，温暖，柔和的灯光，舒缓的音乐...卫生间不单是为了‘方便’，于我，那里是最后的避难所。有时候坐在电脑前，看着不停闪烁的chat窗口，堆积如山的emails，却没有自己期待的那一封，疲倦，不停的逼迫自己工作却无法提起精神，压力到一定的警戒线，我就会躲到卫生间去。什么都不干，只是坐在暖烘烘的toilet上（Godblesswhoeverinventedit[阅读全文]
(2010-09-11 06:33:09)
CompanyBBQpartytoday,washot,butbetterthanIthought.Everybodybroughtgf/bforfamilymembers,andmybf,stillfaraway,sendingmsgtosaysorryandpromisedthathewouldmakeituptome...Idon'tknow,itseemswetalkalotaboutourfuture,butwouldwereallyhaveafuturetogether?OfcosIhopethingswouldworkoutforus,itsjust...Ireallydon'thavestrongfaithinrelationship,anditmightbemyproblem.Sofar,itsalwayseasyformetofallinloveandstartarel...[阅读全文]
(2010-08-19 23:57:33)
时间过得真快，或者说我更新太慢。。。最近事情多多，烦心的事情也不少，心神不定的时候很难写东西。在新team的工作已经开始1个月3周，磕磕碰碰的，仍在努力确立自己不可取代的位置，很多时候feelveryfrustrated,ittakesalotefforttogaintrustfrommembersinotheroffices,sincewedontseeeachothereveryday,itsnoteasytobuildupanycloserelation.Wewillhaveatestsoon,whichwastakenupbytheotherguyinmyteam,butsinceheisbusywithothe...[阅读全文]
