jgey的单身日记
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昨天试图用中文写blog，开了个头，写的几句话文理不通，词不达意，纠结得很，我的中文写作水平大概退化到中学水平，连高中都不够。平时很少有机会讲中文，只有和爸妈打电话时，或者和怡一起的时候。不过，和怡一起的时候，经常是中文里夹着日文或英文，怎么说方便就怎么着，反正我们都明白彼此说的内容，但是用文字来表达感觉且寻求共鸣就需要更高难度的技巧了，我以前会的，现在手生，且没感觉。语言存在于文化氛围之中，脱离了文化氛围，语言就变得苍白无力，我觉得遗憾，但似乎无能为力。
今天上司不在，难得悠闲。晚上约了同事A吃饭，但还没确定具体时间。我和A打上周一就开始计划hang out，结果先是换到周四，然后又换到周一，然后又换到今天，好事多磨，lol，不过我的耐心有点快磨没了。To be honest, I am a bit nervous, and secrectly hope it wouldn't work out for our schedules today either. We say it's hanging out, but it's kinda like a date, even though we know each other for a while, it's kinda a first date. I mean, we went out before with big group people, and everytime I was totally drunk, hammered drunk, which is very embarrassing. So I already gave up until I bumped into A in Halloween night. He said something like 'Jess why u never talked to me again'... Well, somehow I could feel that he might be interested, I wasn't sure but it wouldn't hurt to give it a try, right? Later A was on block leave, I went to Hawaii for a week, then finally we both back to office, and now trying to arrange a dinner... I don't know, it might be a bad idea, but I can't run away this time.
Next friday, company year party again, I swear this time I am not gonna drink. And the most important thing is, which dress I should pick... Yi will come over this weekend, we gonna have girls night again, and some shopping for my party, and go to the best noodle place in town for my birthday celebration, lol... Yi likes my new apartment very much, her stayover becomes regular now, and I am thinking to charge her for 5 stars hotel fee.
