1/20 星期三

终于回到东京, 是该认真的解决问题的时候. 想起各种问题, 我会觉得很头痛, 但是不能继续逃避, 而且我也不愿意继续逃避. 澳洲之行对我很有帮助, 之前的各种郁闷情绪都一扫而空, 虽然很多问题仍然存在, 但我有信心去解决, 乐观精神又重新回归, 现在只需要一点点good timing.

澳洲之行超过一个月, 在Sydney渡过非常愉快的一周, 其余的时间都在Melbourne and Victoria. Australia is a very lovely country, I enjoyed my time there very much. 在Bondi Beach爆晒了一天, 我现在黑得很, 不过看起来很健康. Met an aussie guy, Dave, 我们在一起很愉快, 坐在BUS最后排, 好象高中生一样, 讲各种笑话, 调侃周围的人. 整整一周, 我们一直在一起, 从来没有任何争执, 我很久没有那么痛快的笑, 好象回到高中时代一样. 一起四处逛, 一起clubbing, 一起去海滩, play football, 在darling habour的浪漫的晚餐... (唉, 我的中文写得真是太痛苦了, 前言不搭后语, 好象小学生作文)

Anyway, its awesome. We feel really relaxing and comfortable to be with each other, even though there are many differences in our backgrounds. Dave said he loves everything about me, well, I cant say I love him yet, but I never felt so natural to be with any other guy, so it must mean something. When I was with Dave, I could be who I am, a bit mean, a bit bitchy, a bit crazy, joking around, talking shits, and never worried that he would judge me for whatever. It might work, we will see. For now, the first priority is to change job, I need a new job which pays better, and that I might be interested in. I need to make my life a bit more organized, its time to clean all the shits. I will do it, no matter what it might cost.

[jgey]

hopefully everything will work out this time :)

[igeorge]

Let's have a great start to a new decade...