12/11 friday

I woke up at 5:30am this morning, then had some difficulty to fall asleep again which I never had in Tokyo. Melb weather is very strange, raining and cold for 30min, then all sunny. One day could go from winter straight to summer, then back to autumn in night. I was a bit sick last night, headache, but recovered well today.

I should never have gone up to the city. Yesterday took Frankston Line all the way up to Melb Central, Jason checked the schedule and map for a couple times for me, but its really easy, even no need to change train. Tokyo has the most complicated train system in the world, here just a piece of cake for me. One hour to Melb Central, once I got to the city, god, something deep in my mind just revived, that I was so shocked by how strong that feeling was. Shopping centers, people, fancy cafes and restaurants, bars... I felt my craving for everything of city life. I stayed in quiet countryside for a couple days, and thought I could enjoy the peaceful relaxing life, now the truth came out, I couldnt lie to myself any more. Well, I met up with Luke in a bar on the roof of a building, rum&coke as usual. Luke is exactly what I think, smart, charming, and dangerous. Well, he is the only aussie guy who could hold a conversation and never bore me, so far, All of a sudden, the sunny nice weather gone, started raining, we had to move down to the first floor, where I had some white wine, which wasnt the right decision. 2 more glasses of wine, finally we went down to a cafe at the corner of the street, where I supposed to get sober, but things kinda got out of control. Luke just looked so... yummy, lol. Cant believe how weak I was, damn!

Gosh, Angel just came up and licked my hand, and Ryan is playing this damn guitar video game, so annoying... Thats why I like to live alone most times. No more mood to write, whatever.