11/18 Wed

Write something, so lazy, but got to write something. I slept for the whole day again yesterday, so today finally made my way to office, sitting here, pretending that I am working. Had been watching Supernatural for a whole night, 2 brothers chasing after ghosts and demons, a bit boring, but could kill time. I guess I am really depressed, every sign shows it, but still, I never wanna or even think of killing myself, cos I am too lazy to think about it, LOL. Less than 3 weeks left, I am going to Aus, an escape, but it doesnt mean that my problems would just disappear like a miracle, whenever I come back, I have to face all the shits again, that thought strikes me deep down. Had coffee with Dave yesterday, his gf and he decided to be just friends for the 1000th time, she wants him to get divorced, he couldnt push his wife who in very bad condition, the so-called ex-wife holding the divorce paper and not going to submit it... So dramatic. Dave thought to stick with it, to work it out, to back off... every possibility, we had discussed. It seems very simple to me, -- do whatever to make the ex-wife sign on the paper, and get back with the gf, its so obvious that they love each other, then should try hard to make things work. Anyway, wish him luck.

Will try to write more tomorrow.

[jgey]

will do... i am in australia now :)

[sony008]

很久看不到你更新博客了。