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10/16 星期二

(2007-10-15 21:51:01) 下一个
头晕, 昨晚又喝多了, 迟到. S病了, 来得比我还晚, lucky...

昨晚和Rob约好一起吃晚饭, 他今天去上海, business trip, for the whole week. 通常Rob总会早到等着我, 但这回我等了5分钟, 还不见他的踪影, 于是打电话给他. He was somewhere 2 hours drive away from Tokyo, stuck in highway, and his phone out of battery ( I called his car phone) ...blah blah. I knew he had a golf tournament on Monday, and I understood the traffic, but, if he knew he would be late or couldnt make it, at least should give me a call earlier! I was quite pissed off, then went to Roppongi to pick up my new boots which I had been waiting for about 2 weeks. On my way there, I called Dave for dinner. I was sitting in couch and waiting for the staff packing the boots, still pissed off, why Rob couldnt just give me a call? He didnt have my number or what? I needed an answer or explanation, or apology, now! So called Rob again, he in his car, driving, and someone else there too, I assumed thats someone from his bank, since the golf tournament with some business issue. I didnt drink yet at the moment, could think rationally that its not a good idea to have any argument with Rob in this situation. So I said, "never mind, I call you later."

我在A971等Dave, 他到了, 我向他抱怨我对Rob的不满, 我说, "maybe this is not gonna work...damn." Dave一直笑, 幸灾乐祸, "Jess, Jess, you can do better than this, maybe its a good thing to let it go." 我一愣, 第一次听到Dave's opinion about my new date, "why? you dont think Rob is a good catch?" "He has a daughter about your age." Dave说. 我争辩, "hey, that little girl is not at my age, she is teenager, and you told me age wasnt a big issue when I came to ask your opinion at the beginning, now it is???" Dave笑, "ok, ok, lets go for dinner." Midtown也有一家ROTI, 不过同样的MENU却比另一家贵很多, 气氛不错, 比另一家人少, 安静. Dinner was good, and we had some wine. After that, we decided to go to another place to have more drinks. Bar-hopping for a few hours, Dave was kinda drunk, and me too, but it was so much fun to hang out together, we were like buddies, its much much more comfortable and relaxing than dating, I didnt have to pretend to be some goody-goody girl who I had never been.

从第3间bar出来的时候, I checked my cellphone, Rob called me, and left a message, LOL, now he remembered my phone number! I called back, in the status of being half drunk, asked whether I could go to his place now, he said "ok, come over." Then I had my last short in the 4th bar with Dave, and told him that I gonna make it happen tonight, he was laughing and said "good luck, girl". I caught a cab, going to Rob's house. Its not far from Roppongi, when I knocked at the door, he was already there waiting for me. Well, we had fun, but I didnt "succeed on the mission", if I told Dave, he would be laughing at me again, and by his words, he "admiring Rob for his being self-disciplined all the time", LOL. Later about 2am, Rob drove me home, when I getting off the car, he said the huge LV shopping bag on the backseat was for me, I didnt know whats inside, 2 big LV boxes. This was the way he said sorry? He must have been a VIP customer in LV store, I was wondering.

I was so tired and drunk, fell asleep right away. 今天早晨醒来, 头晕, 不应该喝那么多酒, 已经迟到了, 于是坐在床上发呆. 昨晚Rob好象说过什么关于"I dont love him", 具体内容实在想不起来. Well, he told me to be patient, and now he complained that I dont love him??? Plus, its not easy for me to say LOVE, I mean that is a big word, I cant say it before I am sure that I mean it. And why he cant love me first??? hmm.... Well, this guy has been confusing me all the time. 看到地上两个LV的盒子, 还没有打开, 难不成又是钱包, LOL. 打开第一个, 帽子和手套的set, 第二个, 同样配套的围巾, hmm... 纯白色的, 帽子, 手套, 围巾上都带那种大大的毛球, 很cute&sweet, but, its just not me! 我从来都不是这种"甜得发腻"的风格的fan, 真不知道什么时候可以戴. This expensive gift didnt make me very happy, well, it has nothing to do with the style though. Its just... I know money never is an issue for Rob, but what I want is something different, something more than just material stuff, like love and attention? And, 我不喜欢他对我存戒心, just cos he had bad experiences with his ex-wife... well, whatever.





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jgey 回复 悄悄话 于丹那个我老妈也推荐我看,但是我看不下去,听着就泛困,呵呵...

慈禧嘛,当年那些在后宫混的,都是神人,闲得没事,天天与人斗其乐无穷.我这人喜怒哀乐立即上脸,如果在那环境里,估计是第一批被斗下去的.

谢谢你,我慢慢看.
clee 回复 悄悄话
周末消遣
http://youtube.com/watch?v=mC2ViQcvGgU&mode=related&search=

http://youtube.com/watch?v=iWjman4Hvho
clee 回复 悄悄话 戲才剛剛開始,
風流瀟灑走一回.
摸清他的棋路,
善用他的資源及人脈,
就權且學作淑女吧.
jgey 回复 悄悄话 那是因为你还太嫩.
来,给你块儿糖,一边儿玩儿去,哈!
11Roses 回复 悄悄话 非常反感吃嫩草的老男人。
年龄差在七岁以内可以接受。。
jgey 回复 悄悄话 我当时也想发飙,但他人不在,我对着电话发飙太没意思.hmm...没觉得有代沟,但是有很多不同,毕竟生活经验相差很多.
elpher 回复 悄悄话 我也很讨厌男人这样不声不响的,有什么事情应该告知,否则感觉他根本不把你当回事...如果是我,可能发飙...另外,买车前试驾是应该的...ROB很老么? 看你说的都有青春期的小孩了,会不会有代沟啊...
jgey 回复 悄悄话 hmm...I guess you didnt get what I meant, Rob is the one who is more serious about this issue, and I think it has something to do with his religion. Well, we will see, thanks for the advice.
oracle66 回复 悄悄话 Hi,just want to tell u: Are u sure Rob love u, or just want to get u? U are just a goal for him. Now u had sex with him, u are over. He will find another goal.
If u are serious, do not have sex before u clear everything. Good luck!
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