7/11 星期二--II

我今天比较无聊,主要是太困了,盯着电脑屏幕会睡着那种困,所以什么都做不下去,LEADER"含沙射影"的要我注意本期的目标完成度,我闭着眼睛点头,点头...DANG!上一期的奖金被扣,我没有想象的难过,钱多,多花,钱少,少花,我这人是天生的无可救药的乐观主义者.和GEORGE这样讲,他叹气,说"这样下去不行,搬到LA来吧,我可以照顾你",我感谢了他的爱心,但仍坚定的继续乐观着.除了老爸以外,被其他的男人照顾,都是要付出代价的,我又不缺胳膊少腿,自己照顾自己就好了.

MSN上一个朋友的ID是这样的,--"大便的离开,是马桶的追求,还是屁股的不挽留",看后,狂乐,然后,琢磨半天,是马桶的追求?还是屁股的不挽留?大概两方面都有,或者说,大便和马桶比较有缘分???哈...

最近在看JENNIFER WEINER的另一本书,[GOODNIGHT NOBODY].之前看的[IN HER SHOES],我很喜欢,觉得JENNIFER WEINER描写女性心理和感情很细腻.[GOODNIGHT NOBODY]讲的是一个已婚女人,with 3 kids, living in a small and peaceful town, as a housewife, who used to be working as an editor in NYC. Apparently she is not quite satisfied with this kinda boring life, but its her choice, or say, she has been pushed into this way naturally. There is one chapter on how she met her husband after a bad heart broken experience by another guy. She described her husband with the word,--suitable, a suitable guy for marriage. Like all "desperate housewives", she secretly thinks abt that, if she chose another way, not just settle down for a suitable guy, but keep searching for passionate love...IF, nobody knows exactly what would happen with IF, that is why I wanna keep going on with my journey of being single, more opportunities to know abt the world, and life, and...MEN.

I adjusted my schedule recently, started going to gym during lunch break, then I can go home earlier after work. Marc goes to the same gym during lunch break too, I happened to see him there, twice. We talked for a while, working out, work issues...blah blah, quite casual talks. He is quite busy recently, with work, I know he is a workaholic anyway. And I didnt see the spark I saw a few months ago in his eyes any more, well, it doesn't matter, Marc is just a friend to me, I dont have the butterfly-in-stomach feeling for him at all. What I am trying to say is that, everything is just about timing.

Finally, its time to go home. I need to go to bed early tonight, and stop being such a moron who scares self by searching for some hidden killer in imaginations.

  

[elpher]

改天送你一个指南针,嘿嘿...

[jgey]

夸得我都找不着北了，呵呵...
朋友总是越多越好,很高兴认识你:))

[ttmouse]

"Sienfield", "Sex and City" are two among of my daily favorites. Now, I am adding your diary. You are passionate, free spirit, strong, smart, ... and many more. I have been in both sides of the world(George's and yours), have to say I am happier person now than then. I admire your attitude to life, and see some of the similarities between us, such as writing software and like shoes(though do not own Jimmy Chou). If you wouldn't minding making new friend in Dallas, consider you have one now.