Compulsiveness

We all have it
There is something we just could not let go
We just can't sleep on the urge
even we know nothing we could do
at the point of thought until time we act
We will keep on pushing ourselves in the thoughts
as far as we could not bear with
It doesn't matter how annoying or negative to someone else
we just have to spit out the thoughts every time
We are likely to use some other alternatives
repetitive and indulging acts to substitute for suppressing it
yet very likely those becomes different degree or another form of it