Having

To have and not to have
it's not all up to us
As easier to get pissed
get angry, get upset or start bitching
it is lot harder to respect, to forgive
or to really move on
Our feel could be so much one-way willing
and self-enforced to push our expectations 
to be as ideal as impossible
Yet we don't always want to prepare for the worst
even we are warned thousand times over
by people close to us from every possible perspectives
It is hard for emotional expectation to be checked by rational one
not to mention those blinding moments of love
we are so dying to fall into
Unless we go through though
no one else could replace ourselves to sort out
to make up our mind
to stand by our promises