Hopelesslysentimental,sittingquietly,Ihavebeenlistening,tothesamesong-Legend,forthelastfewhours;Nottiredyet;notexcessiveyet...Thesongistoogentle,tootouching;Ihavenowords,onlywanders.
Aftersplittingfromex,Ihavebelievedwithlittledoubt,thatsomeday,whenIgetbacktothemarriageworld,thenextmaninmylife,willbecaucasian;notChinese--I'mwelladjustedtotheStates'life,andhavebeenlivingandworkinginthepredomina...[阅读全文]
That I Am
Passion to life is like wings to the airplanes. Only when the arms of passion open up, the flight of life take off.
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(2010-02-22 23:52:42)
(2010-01-02 01:19:42)
Tomakealivinginthecomputerindustryislikelivingonanon-stoptreadmill. Constantchangesdoesnotallowmuchbreathingtime. Istarttothinkaboutmyfutureandwanttobepreparedforaneasiergoldenage. USisacruelplacetobeforanyjobseekeraftertheageof50. Lately,sittingininterviewsfor alowpayingcomputerbuildspecialistjob,Ican'thelp butfeelingsadforthethreejobseekerswhowereallover50's. T...[阅读全文]
(2010-01-02 00:56:44)
Thegoodpartaboutbloggingwithouttellinganyoneisthezerocommitmenttoregularposts. Thegoodpartofbloggingistocapturemomentsoflifewithitsfreshimagesandemotions. Ilivealifewithshortmemories--agreatgiftthathelpmebeveryupbeatandwithabundantfreshenergy.
Once,staringatthegoldfishzippinghappilyinaoursmallfishbowl,Iwonderedhowtheycouldbethathappyinthattinylittlespace. Exhasahumoro...[阅读全文]
Once,staringatthegoldfishzippinghappilyinaoursmallfishbowl,Iwonderedhowtheycouldbethathappyinthattinylittlespace. Exhasahumoro...[阅读全文]
(2009-09-30 09:41:44)
ExisvisitingfromChina.OutofconsiderationforBobo,Iofferedtolethimstayinthehouse.Iwillbecrashingwithafriendnearby.
Thethoughtwassimple,butIfindmyselfencounteringalotofdecisions.
ShallIseehimonce,moreornoneatall?Justformypersonalpreference,Iwouldrathernottoseehim.Rationally,ItoldmyselftoseeasoftenasneedtobeforBobo'ssake.
ShallItakealltheclothsandnotvisitinghomeatallduringthewhole9dayvisit...[阅读全文]
Thethoughtwassimple,butIfindmyselfencounteringalotofdecisions.
ShallIseehimonce,moreornoneatall?Justformypersonalpreference,Iwouldrathernottoseehim.Rationally,ItoldmyselftoseeasoftenasneedtobeforBobo'ssake.
ShallItakealltheclothsandnotvisitinghomeatallduringthewhole9dayvisit...[阅读全文]
(2009-09-24 23:29:10)
AsaMom,Ineverknowwhenistherighttimetotalktomykidaboutcertainsensitivetopics,likesex,smoking,drugs,bodypart,homosexuality,death... Inreality,thesetopicsoftencomeupinunexpectedtiming,catchingmeinsuchsurprisethatIfeltlikeadeercaughtinheadlightinthefirstfewincidents. Overtime,Irealizetherewasnoformula,andweneverknowwhattoexpectanyway. Iamlistingtwoincidentshere.
Myconversationwith...[阅读全文]
Myconversationwith...[阅读全文]
(2009-09-08 22:41:26)
Bobohasbeenveryproudofherowncreationthispastfewdays: Beingmadisbetterthanbeingbored,shewouldsay. Toillustrateherpoints,shewavesherfists,clenchestheteeths,roundshereyestomakearatherdramaticexpression. Thisishowsheexplainsherpoint:yougettodosomething(whichcanbefun)whenyouaremad. Butwhenyouarebored,youcan'tdoanything. Sheisproudthatsheseessomethingpositiveoutofabadscena...[阅读全文]
(2009-09-08 00:07:33)
"AlpsofAmerica"iswhatEasternOregonknowsas. Afterlivingonlyfivehoursawayforoveradozenyears,Imanagedtostayawaythiswholetime. AndIfoundoutIwasnotalone. MostnativeOregoniansneverhavebeenthere. UponhearingEasternOregon,severalofthemquicklytoldmethatenjoy Bendtoo.
OnalateAugustday,BoboandIstartedourjourneyonwheels. Bynow,Boboneverhaveanydoubtthatshewillhavefu...[阅读全文]
OnalateAugustday,BoboandIstartedourjourneyonwheels. Bynow,Boboneverhaveanydoubtthatshewillhavefu...[阅读全文]
(2009-09-06 00:10:53)
Withoutwarning,fallsneakedinandcameknocking. Inthispartofthecountry,anyseasonotherthansummermeansraining. SogoesmyplantotakeBobotothebeachonemoretime. Idecidedtobespontaneousanddowhatfitsinsteadofplanninganythingrigid.
Lazilyopeningmyeyeat8:30am,IwassureIcouldnotgetbacktosleepanymorebeforeIquietlyslippedoffthebed. Bobocametomybedatthemiddleofthenightlastnight. Ic...[阅读全文]
Lazilyopeningmyeyeat8:30am,IwassureIcouldnotgetbacktosleepanymorebeforeIquietlyslippedoffthebed. Bobocametomybedatthemiddleofthenightlastnight. Ic...[阅读全文]
(2009-08-05 23:41:59)
Agirlfriendwentthroughdivorceatasimilartime.Hersoccuredinarelativelyshorterperiodoftime,twoyearsvsmyjourneyofsixyears.Shehasbeenexperiencinglotsofemotionalupsanddowns--moredownsthanups.Shehasdoubtsonherdecision.Sherunsaroundbusyasusual,butdeepdownisstrugglingbothphysicallyandemotionally--sheneededsleepingpillsatnight;shehasconstantcold;shehasbadstomachcramps...
Afteroneofherrecentemailtome,Iwr...[阅读全文]
Afteroneofherrecentemailtome,Iwr...[阅读全文]
(2009-07-23 01:01:20)
BoboandIhadasuperlativetrip(can'tfindanotherwordto describeit) toWashingtonDC. Iamlistingthesummaryofthetripnow,andwillhopefullyfollowupwithmoredetails.
DayOne: Iwokeupat6am, finishedcleaningandheadedofftoParkandShuttle. We switchedflightinChicargoandarrivedinDCat7:00pm. Assoonaswegotsituatedonthesecondflight,Bobo noticed somethingandcommente...[阅读全文]
DayOne: Iwokeupat6am, finishedcleaningandheadedofftoParkandShuttle. We switchedflightinChicargoandarrivedinDCat7:00pm. Assoonaswegotsituatedonthesecondflight,Bobo noticed somethingandcommente...[阅读全文]
