dont know why

i dont know why but i feel down. no no no scratch that actually i feel under. this general sense of unease stress incompetence failure. in the same way that an alchemist turns everything into gold i turn everything into greyish goo. maybe something is really wrong with me. and then am i being true to myself or am i just really good at whining???

so how are you doing baby.

I waited 'til I saw the sun / I don't know why I didn't come / I left you by the house of fun

I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day / I wished that I could fly away / Instead of kneeling in the sand / Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine / But you'll be on my mind / Forever

Out across the endless sea / I would die in ecstasy / But I'll be a bag of bones / Driving down the road along

My heart is drenched in wine / But you'll be on my mind / Forever

Something has to make you run / I don't know why I didn't come / I feel as empty as a drum

I don't know why I didn't come