Philosophical

Not one, but at least at two occations, there were people say i was more philosophical. -- maybe what they really meant was, 'I don't know what you are talking about.'

I don't know what I think/believe/know anymore. Maybe I will never will.

A friend said to me, 'you've changed.' I said, 'Oh yeah? I guess so.' I've shifted my concentrations to more real things, like making money, taking care of people who are close to me, even distant relatives that I used to try not to be bothered, only because I preferred being a little 'anti-social'.

There is no truely anti-social. In fact, I am intrigued more and more by people, different people, including people I know and those I do not. And now I am not afraid letting them to know me. Not because I feel that I am better than whom I used to be, but because life is full of imperfections. I am not, neither are they, and I am not trying to pretend to be who I am not. If I do not like them, I would just shan away from them, and if I like them, I would spend more time.

It's getting cold for winter. I used to hate winter because of its bitterly coldness, but now I embrace winter, for it brings me peace.