How much will you be blessed?

Recently I often ask myself, how much I have been blessed!! This is a new question for me.


20 years ago, the world is mine to grab. Never in my life had I doubt that I did not deserve everything I "earned" = worked for...


Now I know, whatever I have (physique, knowledge, intellectual, spiritual...), is the accumulated consequences of a "random" or "creative" act. From either angle, I have to be grateful of what I am. Thank you the creator (randomness if you chose to)!!


This leads to the 2nd part of my thinking. Is this thinking (how can I can be blessed) a blocker in my life for further progress, or a balancer to keep me in the abundance of bless? It is known that many top leaders cannot succeed at the very top, because of self-doubts.


Self-doubt is the ultimate killer of true success. What I felt now, is it a bless? Let me tell you when I am there.


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I know it is a bless!


Mathew 25:29 For to every one who has will more be given, and he will have abundance; but from him who has not, even what he has will be taken away

[Olivia]

not exactly. self-doubt is a good way to improve yourself. Ur believing in yourself does not controdict with doubting yourself. u just have to find the best balance. u have to wonder, and have fear, so you will make it better.

孔子登东山而小鲁，登泰山而小天下。故观于海者难为水，游于圣人之门者难为言。观水有术，必观其澜。日月有明，容光必照焉。流水之为物也，不盈科不行；君子之志于道 也，不成章不达。”

relativity and your goal.