fun?

I have to do a lot for this semester, Jade's horrible professional paper, another two papers from Larry and Ward. We were planing to have a fun, and it was indeed good, however, the call came in, I knew it just a common phone, but from him, I suddenly lost all my passion... she never feel that is unsuitable? I dont know it anyway, she is selfish, I cutted off all my connections with other gals, just to make sure I am the only to her, and I have responsibility to her, should not let her down... I wrote a mail to her: 给我的爱人 莉莉， 我知道你也不是故意的，没有办法拒绝他的电话和问候，我很想不生气，可是我很难做到，对每一对相爱的人来说， 爱都是唯一的，自私的，我想你也明白，我知道你们没有什么，可是对任何一个男人来说，是很难接受这个状况的，你是我生活的中心，我不想你不高兴，我不知道该怎么办，可我是如此的爱你。。。 宝贝，对不起，你的邮箱我从来没有进去过，只是有个转发的程序，我已经删除了，密码我是不知道的，如果不信，你就换一个吧。我向你道歉。 爱你的哥哥