Happy birthday to myself

Today is my birthday. Happy birthday to me.

At this moment, I can't help thinking about what happened in the past 10 years, which should have been the most wonderful time for most of people. Well, for me... The good news is I finally survived from all those ridiculus sufferings. On the other hand, the bad news is that I am getting older and more fragile to face any more hurts. All I've got now are a few truely friends and an independent, lonely soul. But I am more and more sure of what I should and have to do for my loved.

What my destiny would guide me in this dark world in the next 10 years, I wonder?