10cc 的一首歌：i am not in love

最近听spotify，无意中听到一首耳熟的歌不知以前在那里听过，这几天 这首 stuck in my head , 余音绕梁，越听越喜欢，被一种神秘力量吸过去了，歌里弥漫着一种淡然，忧伤而怀旧的情绪， soulful, hyponitizing ,  hauntingly beautiful ，是love songs 里精品之作， 好奇去查了一下是英国的band 10cc，吃惊的是这竟然是75年的歌，wow，那么久以前的，当时音乐合成非常low tech，效果却如此打动人心，youtube也查到了，写歌的是eric steward 原来是一位当年很酷的帅哥呢，of course歌手现在年纪大了，时间摧枯拉朽，青春短暂，谁让我们都stuck在三维空间呢，叹！

转眼之间疫情快两年了，想想有多少受到身心伤害的年轻人，让人感伤。

不过这周六感到那份春意盎然，球场上大家冬眠的身体也渐渐复苏清醒了。。。开心

两年wfh在家工作，有些怀念以前上班时间听音乐的体验，上下班的旅程其实在脑中自动演绎电影的entertainment 少了许多，时间都让工作占据了。。。

 

人为什么迷恋音乐？或许现实世界的残酷，对痛苦敏感的人在音乐里体验精神世界的乌托邦, 寻找一种似曾相识或温暖共情的感受，学着与自己，与周围的世界和解，音乐疗愈，也许只是临时的麻醉剂

 

Lyrics

 

I'm not in love
So don't forget it
It's just a silly phase I'm going through
And just because
I call you up
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made

I'm not in love, no, no
It's because

I like to see you
But then again
That doesn't mean you mean that much to me
So if I call you
Don't make a fuss
Don't tell your friends about the two of us

I'm not in love, no, no
It's because

I keep your picture
Upon the wall
It hides a nasty stain that's lying there
So don't you ask me
To give it back
I know you know it doesn't mean that much to me

I'm not in love, no, no
It's because

Ooh, you'll wait a long time for me
Ooh, you'll wait a long time
Ooh, you'll wait a long time for me
Ooh, you'll wait a long time

I'm not in love
So don't forget it
It's just a silly phase I'm going through
And just because I call you up
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made

I'm not in love
I'm not in love