sth in the way

...cant describe wut kinda feelin it is...but am sure sth in the way to me.....

well, have to say....am a bit resistent to it...cause I know am gonna change a lot...from deeply inside...it is kind of transformation I think...or, should I say, am already in the process of transforming...unconsciously and consciously ..really doesnt matter...somethin happen when it should happen

刚看了姐姐的blog……am really confused...who the boy is, or should I say, who the man is.....wonder...I think she'd better get married asap...迫不及待想玩小宝宝了……

为什么我有种预感……我会比她早结婚呢？希望这个感觉……是错误的……