《 夏家湖 》--- 职业学习--C （不远行——）

《 夏家湖 》--- 职业学习--C （不远行——）

 

--有星空的夜晚不是很多，这是对的。 因为人们、劳动的人们要睡眠，不远行。我的学习、劳动、职业的，会有收入的很近的未来。减轻父、母经济压力日子就在一年半的准定的初春。我很平静---我直接职业结果，是两个姐姐，与哥哥用自己的艰苦的生活的劳动、操作、与汗水、大山里的肩上的担子换来的。--是亲人用生命的承受与艰辛在无我，为我的职业、学习而初代价。所以，大雅宝的日子，几年的时光有了新的含义。第一回生命中有了压力。之后，焊接、职业焊接，工业焊接，不可以有问题的焊接--从我的手中被质量检验。人们用之我的锅炉、自行车、大梁、各类工业成品。我的学习、有着真实意义的真实的学习就在大雅宝的月光之下的疲惫睡眠的重复之中开始了。这年我十七岁，夏家湖的集中营的日子结束之后的第二年。

 

---蹲着干活、操作手中焊钳抢是件难事。还有各种姿态、角度、高度、不协调的手与身体平衡的缓冲的摆度。我很在行。因为，我是五河县排球队主力副攻。弹跳惊了教练。和八十五中学的北京的排球队。这些支撑了我的焊接学习。日后当妈妈爸爸第一次来到的焊接操作的车间现场---他们惊傻了。这种现场与战场、与战场、噪音与化学气味、我的着装与汗迹与尘土、飞溅火光融合在了一起---场面惊人。---- 父亲看到了另一个嘶鸣的场景。他的这个年龄是身在一样嘶鸣的场面---阵仗的、血肉飞溅的、子弹呼啸的、枪炮大做、碎石沾着人的鲜血横飞的----，父亲严肃起来---，我知道这场面让家人不悦，不应该观看生活的真实的另一面、一个让身心不健康的真实--。

 

---累了、疲惫了，我会来到车间大门的外面。这门高大无比。远远的地方是北方的农田。平展，阔大---伸展到燕山山脚之下。--我点燃一支烟，就我一个人。又静了下来。农人在田地里面，远处是通向十三陵的公骆。马车、人、自行车、卡车，在远处是山，那山我去过。石头的、荆棘的、山河、山泉、山地、山峰和山脚。有残破的石庙、寺庙、坟冈---农人家的，贝勒府的，无人知晓的，被时间忘却的----长长记忆的缅怀！

 

"Xiajia Lake"--- Vocational Learning---C (Do not travel far--)

 

--There are not many nights with starry sky, which is correct. Because people and working people want to sleep and don't travel far. My studies, labor, and occupation will have a near future with income. The day to relieve the financial pressure of the father and mother is the early spring of a year and a half. I am very calm---the direct result of my career is that my two sisters and my brother exchanged their hard work, manipulation, sweat, and the burden on the shoulders of the mountains. --It is the endurance and hardships of the relatives who use their lives to pay for my career and study. Therefore, Dayabao’s days and years have gained new meaning. There was pressure in my first life. After that, welding, professional welding, industrial welding, and no problematic welding-quality inspection from my hands. People use my boilers, bicycles, beams, and various industrial products. My learning, the real learning with real meaning, began in the repetition of tired sleep under the moonlight of Dayabao. I was seventeen this year, the second year after the end of the concentration camp in Xiajiahu.

 

---It is difficult to squat to work and operate the welding tongs. There are also various postures, angles, heights, uncoordinated hand and body balance cushion swings. I am good at it. Because I am the main offense of the Wuhe County Volleyball Team. The jumping surprised the coach. And Beijing's volleyball team from 85 Middle School. These support my welding study. Later, when mom and dad came to the welding workshop site for the first time---they were shocked. This kind of scene and battlefield, and battlefield, noise and chemical smell, my dress, sweat and dust, splashing firelight blend together --- the scene is amazing. ---- Father saw another neighing scene. His age is in the same neighing scene---fighting, blood-splattering, bullets roaring, gunshots, gravel stained with people's blood flying all over--, his father became serious- --, I know that this scene makes my family unhappy, and I should not watch the other side of life, a reality that makes the body and mind unhealthy--.

 

---Tired, exhausted, I will come outside the workshop gate. This door is very tall. Far away is the farmland in the north. It is flat and wide---stretching to the foot of Yanshan Mountain. --I light a cigarette and I am alone. It fell silent again. The farmer is in the field, and in the distance is the male Luo leading to the Ming Tombs. Horse-drawn carriages, people, bicycles, trucks, there are mountains in the distance, which I have been to. Stones, thorns, mountains, rivers, springs, mountains, peaks and foothills. There are broken stone temples, temples, graves---farmers, Baylor House, unknown, and forgotten by time---by long memories so on!