A lovely girl

I guess I really love her although today is the 7th day I have met her she is a good girl who is well educated she is a genius who knows almost everything she is pretty she is happy I had dinner with her this evening but dare not look at her in her eyes I know she has an excellent boyfriend I know I have a family that I love badly still I feel I love her I can do anything even lose my life for her do you think I am crazy? or God makes me crazy just for testing me