If

If
We use the scenario of death
as the topics
could you promise me
you would just pretend
flying a kite without a thread
but could use your mind to steer it freely
into the sky?
if my plane does not stay on its course 
and keep me intact
Please think about it
the if shouldn't be as bitter as sea
or as salty as tears
just a light-hearted conversation
like us always talking about the moonlight over the cloud
very floating
very tentative
just the in case
you would guard my soul
make sure it still flies
like the kite
without a thread