In the last few years, I downloaded many songs of Dao Lang. He is so talented and I really like his songs. Tonight, I listened to his songs over again. They are so beautifully written and made me want to cry. I particularly feel some of his songs were written for my current situation. “A friend from afar”, is the one of the best songs. Its melody and words tell a story of Neverland. Life is full of “Wu Nai”. I feel depressed because I don’t have the courage to pursue what I really love. Facing my wife and kids, I cannot tell them the truth. Guilt has been with me for the last few days. Having lived together for so many years and having raised two great kids together, our love has been replaced by affection – a long lasting affection. I would never want to hurt my family. I do love them all and love them with my life. Yet, I can not hide my feeling. I feel “Wu Nai”.
