In case god doesn't like YOU

Last few weeks, I borrowed the movie"fight club" to watch, I never ever tried to watch fully once, because I always watched the movie in the middle of the story on T.V.. I never really understood it.After I watched the movie fully, I was really shocked by the beautiful dialogue and the helpless people in the drama. And by chance, one of my best friends has got a book which the movie is orginated. I really loveed the sentences in the book. especially this line

"you have to know that you are god's middle child, god would have ignored you,even consider the possiblilty that he hates you. So you have to do something to make him notice you, something really big."

another one is "your father is your model for god. And if you never know your father, if your father bails out or dies or is never at home, what do you believe about GOD."