今天注定是一个悲伤的日子。
早上扭响了收音机，还在贪恋着暖暖的被窝，突然收音机传递来一个冰凉的消息，电影《断背山》男主角之一的澳大利亚演员 HEATH LEDGER 被发现过世在位于纽约的寓所中。惊呆了，真希望自己听错了，怎么可能？一个年仅28岁的才华横溢的青年，怎么就这样说走就走了呢？为什么呀？太令人难以至信了。
本想在办公室里和同事们聊一聊他，和两个人提起竟然谁也没看过这部奥斯卡获奖影片，也不知道这个奥斯卡提名最佳男主角的演员，令我话到嘴边无处说，真郁闷，真难过，还是留在自己心里吧。一整天脑子里都想着这个有着阳光般灿烂笑容的大男孩，眼前闪现着他生活中和银幕上的形象，说不出的惋惜和心痛。从《断背山》起认识并喜欢上了戏演得那么出色的他，开始关注这个俊朗的澳洲男孩。19岁就只身闯荡好莱坞直到今日的成功，从未学过表演的他却以精湛细腻的演出触动了人心，好评如潮，成为好莱坞上升中的明星。看过他的电视采访，给人感觉那么谦和低调，有独立思想和见解。网上说他演戏会入戏太深，哎，真是天妒英才，为什么老天总是对这样出色的人看护不周让他就这样的离开了呢？为什么一个出色的人就不能拥有同天下人一样的完整的一生呢？
HEATH 在澳洲的家人也是从收音机里听到的这个消息，可想而知那种白发人送黑发人的极度悲伤的心情。他的家人说 HEATH 在他短短的一生中打动了世界上那么多不同层次的人，但极少有人有幸真正地认识和了解他，他是一个脚踏实地、慷慨善良、热爱生活、毫不自私的人，并给许多人带来特别的启示。读来更加令人唏嘘。生活中的他还是一个特别慈爱的模范爸爸，他说过拥有了女儿让他对死亡也不惧怕了，因为知道自己的生命会在她的生命中延续。
如我一样，在这世界上有很多被 HEATH 的天才打动了的人，读网上报道说很多影迷在他的寓所楼下留下鲜花，点燃蜡烛，难过的竟至流泪。想着这么年轻这么有朝气、有才华和魅力的生命离世而去，就是心痛，就是惋惜。为了他的年轻，为了他出众的才华，也为了他那还没有长大就再也得不到爸爸的拥抱和亲吻的小女儿。再也看不到 HEATH 出演的影片了，但是他塑造的角色会永远被人们记住的，被记住的还有他永远年轻阳光的形象，永远的28岁。
为 HEATH 祈祷，愿他安息。人间的戏剧演过看过经历过，愿他去的地方也有一片舞台对应他的才华。在世上，在喜爱他的万千影迷的记忆中，他永远地留下了自己的痕迹。
JE T’AIME, JE T’ AIME，COMME UN FOU, COMME UN ROI, COMME UNE STAR DE CINEMA......
Cela fait deux semaines déjà depuis la disparition de HEATH, je ne peux toujours pas m'empêcher de penser à ce garçon si jeune, si talentueux et si généreux, non seulement en tant qu'un acteur, mais aussi en tant qu'un être humain. Il y a un profond chagrin qui m'a envahi depuis ce jour. Cela me paraît tellement incroyable que je n'ai pas envie de le croire. il y a des moments que je me suis dis que si ce n'était pas vrai, que s'il était toujour là ...... , même si je ne le connaissais que dans ses films, mais ...... je suis vraiment attristée par sa disparition. J'ai l'impression que je n'ai jamais aimé un acteur auparavant comme je l'aime, Heath. Un mal du coeur et une étrange colère existent chez moi. Son sourire éblouissant et ses images du film me reviennent très souvent. je sais qu'un jour je ferai le voyage pour le pays de Heath, que j'irai le voir là où Heath repose en paix.
Le cinéma pert un grand acteur, les fans ne pourront plus l'admirer, plus être touché par lui dans un nouveux rôle. A travers de nombreux forums sur l'internet dédiés à lui, je me suis rendue compte à quel point il a été aimé par les gens des quatre coins du monde et à quel point les émotions suscitées par sa disparition étaient fortes. Non stop depuis deux semaines sur ces forums, les admirateurs d'origine très différente ont exprimé leur grande tristess et leur tendre amour pour Heath. A part son talent reconnu, Heath possédait notemment une qualité humaine rare chez les stars hollywoodiennes. Il était vraiment bel et touchant.
Oh, dear Heath...It took me almost two months to put my feelings into words. The pain slightly fades away but I still carry you in my thoughts wherever I go. I do remember the way your charisma gobsmacked me the very minute you captured the screen in The Patriot surpassing the charm of Mel Gibson himself...Oh God, You were so beautful inside and out, and talented in so many ways...the way you explored your natural born gifts and kept growing as an actor and extraordinary person never stops to amaze me. I remain in awe of you, your talent and huge heart which radiated through your brown eyes, your smile and simple human moves. You keep haunting me as a conflicted Ennis (the character you created is engraved in cinematic history, so is your name), hilarious J.Grimm and unexpected Skip (I hardly recognized you there!), and I blame it on your unique versatility! I own every movie you are in...and can't wait to witness your triumph as Joker. You were one step to greatness...
...Yet you were the greatest in another role - a giving person and a doting father to sweet little Tildy who'll cherish the warmth of your arms forever...So many more spaces left unexplored... I so wanted you to get the chance to use your deep manly voice in a musical, see your directing, photographic skills...You packed much into your 28 years as if you discovered truths we failed to know. Yeah, you were an ''Old man river'', truly artistic, deeply sensitive and wise beyond your years...Oh God, you were so humble and completely down-to-earth. My heart goes out to your loved ones, and those who only knew you from the other side of the screen but were touched by your beauty...Don't worry, I'll keep you in safety within my heart (as millions of others) and promise my everlasting thoughts to you.
RIP, the Legend!
...with Love...miss you, Irreplaceable...
Keep on lighting up heaven with that shining smile of yours!
Posted by Nataliya, Kiev, Ukraine http://www.heathbaby.com/guestbook.php
Heath was not "simply a young man who tragically died well before his time - nothing more." He was much more. As someone who knew him, I'd give anything to have him back and he was much more than Nicolson, DeNiro, Brando, or Welles put together. Even at his young age. I'm not talking about just acting ability. I'm talking about who he was as a person, which you cannot possibly know. But he did more, gave more, cared more than I've ever heard about any of those men. He genuinely cared about people, loved life, and gave back anonymously in ways you'll never know. He lacked ego, he looked at all people equally, He was genuine and compassionate, instinctual, creative, and brilliant. He was young, but he was the best of us. And I'd trade places any minute to have him back. Posted by: Phyllis Cribb of USA
Acteur irlandais Daniel Day-Lewis a dédié son prix du SAG à Heath.
"Of course, in Brokeback Mountain he was unique,"
"He was perfect. And that scene in the trailer at the end of the film is as moving as anything I have ever seen."
"I suppose that's all I've been thinking about for the last few days. I never met him. I thought he was beautiful. I just have a very strong feeling that I would have liked him very much as a man. ...I admired him very much."
"Un jour viendra où on se souviendra de lui comme d'un bel homme qui a laissé quelques oeuvres magnifiques," a encore jugé Daniel Day-Lewis.
The director of Heath's work Four Feathers, Shekhar Kapur, said about Ledger, "He was one the most gentle, the most honest, most caring and most compassionate persons I had met. And one of the most honest actors I worked with."
His family spoke of "losing the most amazing 'old soul' in a young man's body".
"We have observed you so determined yet quietly travelling in your self-styled path in lift, nothing would get in your way...... no mountain too tall, no river too wide."
HEATH, tu es parti mais tu seras toujours dans nos coeurs.
谢谢你的留言. 我现在好多了. ._.
会经常看你的博克,相信同感会很多.期待ING.