Am I happy?

Am I happy? Is it important? Maybe nobody cares. Don't be sad. I should ask myself more frequently of this question. I have to make myself happy, protect myself, love myself. I have take more rest, more sleep.......so that I have energy to protect my baby, otherwise nobody gonna take care her like myself.






For my baby, I have to be really happy. But I don't have a supportive husband, he is spoiled by his evil mom. I hate to live with him. But what can I do now? It seems too late to leave him. God, give me a hand, I feel so helpless. I don't want my baby living with a unhappy family. Thanks God.