Crossing into the other world

There were a few good find in hangzhou. My love for the outdoors was one. Lisa Ono was another one. I started to like 村上春树 even before the trip. I bought a few more of his novels there. In a few novels of his, there are two worlds and there is a crossing point where you can get into the other world. It felt like that this time I came back. I remembered walking on 外滩. I couldn't control my tears. I got on the plane, dazed. I was crossing over to the other world. There would be no warmth of you there. I've lost you forever.