Quiet and lonely

It is very quiet here, and of course, lonely too. Nobody disturbs me so far. Missing? Maybe. Wish I could share my journey with him. Someone I love and loves me. But nobody. Only my daughter and me. Sometime, I have to say that I miss someone to share my joyness in raising my kid. Her dad lives with us, but we not really talk. Makes it sound far-fetched. I love my daughter, we have a lot ot fun together, but dad is an outsider. very pathetic.
Tonight, at last, I had to be strict. Scolding her not sleeping, and made her cry. Feel very bad inside, I went to her bed, and kissed her, hugged her, and finally, she fell in asleep. My sweetie, I love you.