With a large and a small suitcases, I boarded on the plane flying from Beijing to Estambul to start a new life which I completely have no idea---what the future will be? As the song singing: I ask my mother what will be will be? Will there be rain bow day after day?...
It was 3oth September, 2000, after an agent in Beijing helped me get the visa, I farewelled my husband and my daughter, flied towards my dream---going abroad to experience a different life, a dream lying in my deep heart ever since the summer 1987, after a business trip to Canada.
But what I dont know is that how scareful and tough I have to face.
People have to face the uncerternty of future. When you look back, you come to notice you bear too much wound to heal. It is so heavy that you are in the deep bottom.
Catching the dream abroad make a generation lose husband or wife or even their children.
I just try to prevent from happenning that I may lose myself.